KYLUX "Crush"

"Crush" Chapter 1, Part 1

(Hux's POV)

A few weeks ago, I started dating Ben Solo. A cute boy in my school. He's 16 like me and my first boyfriend.

I was on the way to visit Ben on this day, it was my first time I visited him so I was really curious and excited.

Ben is kind and cute but sometimes really impatiently, needy and annoying. He wants passionate and deep kisses...often more than just kissing...but I don't want that and I feel uncomfortable every time. I don't want to tell him cause I'm afraid he'll break up. All in all he's okay, I love him and he's a nice boyfriend, but just too needy often.

I knocked on the door and Ben opened "Hey babe!" he smirked a little and kissed my cheek as he grabbed my wrist and pulled me in the house. It was big and everything here looked expensive. "I planned a lot of stuff we could do! But first I want to show Kylo my boyfriend" he said smiling then he led me to a room upstairs. Ben knocked on the door and opened it "EY Kylo!" he said as he walked in. I looked around curiously, Star Wars stuff, Darth Vader posters, clothes on the floor, bottles, food and trash everywhere. In the middle of this mess stood a tall, dark haired and really good looking guy. He wore a black hoodie,  grey, destroyed and skinny jeans and he had his long, raven hair in a man bun. 

"That's my older brother Kylo, he's 17 and in his emo phase" Ben explained laughing. Kylo glared a bit at him "I'm 18 soon and it's NOT a phase!!". Kylo's voice was soft and dark and I somehow loved the sound of it. He looked at me and raised an eyebrow. "Who are you?" He asked, smiling a small and soft smile. "I-I'm Hux..." I answered and blushed. "Hux...mhh.." he repeated and he had a small smirk on his lips as he eyed me.

"And he's MY boyfriend!!" Ben added, slightly angrily and pulled me closer as he noticed the smirk. "Who said I'd want him?" Kylo answered and stared at Ben a little confused as he crossed  his arms. "I'm 18-"  "17 1/2" Ben corrected him. Kylo rolled his eyes and continued. "and he's 16 I guess" he looked at me and I just nodded. "He's too young! I'm interested in boys in my age" He said, laughing but gave me a sweet smile. Then he laid down on his bed and sighed. "Just saying.." Ben whispered and held my hand.

I stared at Kylo, he looked really emo since he only wore black...but I liked that and he was honestly really attractive. I started blushing 'HUX! It's your boyfriend's brother! Plus he just said he's not interested in you!' I thought and looked away cause I felt bad for thinking that.

"Come Hux we go in my room" Ben said and turned around. "Have fun you two...but don't be too loud...I want to sleep" Kylo said and smirked while he laughed really hard. Ben just showed him his middle finger angrily and slammed the door after he pulled me out of the room. "He's an idiot" Ben said and smiled a little as we walked to his room.

Ben's room was clean..not like Kylo's. I sat down on his bed and looked around. "Why are you so silent?" Ben asked as he sat down next to me. "Umm...I don't know..." I answered and looked around still. Ben laid back smiling "Funny mh...my brother and I are both gay" He said chuckling. I just smiled "Yea.."

Nobody, except a few friends, know I'm gay. My dad died when I was a baby, I don't have siblings or much other friends and my mom...well I just don't want to tell her yet.

Ben sat up and stroked over my cheek with his hand, smirking. "You're so beautiful Hux" he said as he looked at me up and down. "Thanks" I whispered, blushing and smiling. Ben leaned down and started kissing me deeply and passionately. My eyes widened and I couldn't do anything. I just kissed him back...but I didn't enjoyed it.

Ben pushed me dowm on the bed, his hand slid under my shirt and I tensed up when I felt his warm hand first on my stomach then it slid up to my chest. He wanted to pull my shirt off but I pushed him away gently. Ben looked at me confused, "What's wrong Huxxy?" he asked and tilted his head a bit. I looked away blushing cause I felt so uncomfortable. "You know I don't like it when you call me Huxxy" I said and sat up.

Ben pushed me down again "C'mon..." he whispered and started kissing and nibbling on my neck. "Ben please..." I said, soundinf frustrated as I tried to push him away again. "Please more or please stop?" Ben whispered smirking and just kept nibbling and now sucking on my neck. "Please stop...." I whispered helpless...