The Bad Girl's story

Thirteen

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Naging pre-occupied ako this past few days.

Wondering why I keep on doing all of this shit.

Nabulag ba ko ng sobrang sakit na naidulot sakin ni Justin?

Maybe that is the answer.

He cause so much pain to my heart to the point that even all the happy memories we made together vanished inside of me.

I hate him to the core.

Tama lang ako sa mga ginagawa ko diba? He played with me so it's time for me to play with him.

"Halley? Are you okay?" It's Mirko who asked me.

I just nodded.

"Here. Eat this." He handed me a piece of pizza na parang gusto niyang kumagat ako dito and so I did.

"Bata talaga." Kumuha siya sng tissue paper and wiped the corner of my lips.

I smiled.

I love the way how he treats me even Justin and Alayssa's not around.

He treats me as a princess all the time.

Alagang-alaga ako ni Mirko and...

And I'm afraid of myself to fall for him.

Hindi pa ko handa.

Hindi ko pa kayang magmahal muli.

I sighed.

"Hey! What's wrong? May masakit ba sayo?" Mirko asked and then he gave me a glass of water.

Nasa cafeteria kami, Justin and Alayssa are on a nearby table.

"I'm just afraid Mirko. What if... What if I fall for you? What should I do?"

Nakita kong nagulat siya dahil sa sinabi ko. Sino ba namang hindi magugulat kapag tinanong ka ng gan'on. I knew It sounds so rude but I really want to ask it.

I saw him sighed.

"Don't worry, I take good care of you Halley. It's a promised not to break." There are sadness on his tone. Sorry for asking that Mirko. Sorry for making you feel bad. I'm sorry.

I looked down and uttered,

"Thank you Mirko. Thank you very much."

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Mamaya pang two ang class ko gayundin si Mirko.

Alam ko kung nasaan sila Justin so I tell Mirko to follow me in the library.

There doing a research paper for that fucking bobita bitch Alayssa.

I rolled my eyes nang makarating kami roon.

I stopped Mirko from walking at pansamantala kaming nagtago sa isang mataas na book shelf doon.

I was staring at them, irritated dahil nakakaasiwa sila sa mga mata.