The Bad Girl's story

Nine

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Hinatid namin si Justin sa pinakamalapit na ospital.

Hindi ko na siya inantay pang magkamalay at umalis na agad ako doon kasama si Mirko.

Nandito kami sa kotse ni Mirko at matinding katahimikan ang namamagitan saming dalawa. The good thing is it's not an awkward silence but a comfortable one.

I sighed.

Nakamasid lang ako sa labas nitong bintana ng kotse ni Mirko.

Wondering what just happened a while ago.

Actually, that was the first time I saw Justin bleeding nose then just collapse.

May sakit kaya siya?

No! Imposible 'yon! Ang ganda ng katawan at kondisiyon ni Justin kaya malabong mangyari 'yon.

Tsss. Why I still care for that jerk? Siya nga ni hindi man lang ako inaalala e tapos ako naman halos mabaliw na dahil sa kanya.

Ang tanga ko!

Tama siya! Ako na nga ata ang pinakatangang taong nakilala niya.

I heaved a sigh.

Nakakalungkot lang isipin na our relationship ended and I'm the one who ends it.

Masakit sakin, mahirap, nakakaloko.

Pero kailangan kong gawin.

Tama na! Kailangan ko ng tuldukan lahat ng kalokohang nangyayari sa nakakagago kong buhay.

It's enough!

"Halley," hindi ko na namalayan pang may mga luha na palang bumabagsak galing sa aking mga mata.

I wiped my tears off and ignored Mirko.

"He did'nt deserve your tears. Don't stress yourself too much, Halley, nandito pa ko para sayo. Hindi kita iiwan. Pangako 'yan." He said with his encouraging voice.

My tears continously falling and I hate for being like this.

Ang akala ko ba bad girl ako?

Bad girl don't cry but why I'm crying to death?

Bakit ko iniiyakan si Justin?!

No! He's not the cause of my tears.

It's all about the memories we made together.

Our friendship,

Our love for each other,

And all the one of the books experience we did every single day of our lives.

Losing him is not an easy as how you answer the major mathematics problem that you encounter.

Losing him is just like a bone that pulled out of my body.

Love isn't always fair.

Love is a game and unfortunately, I'm one of the moron victim of that game.

Haist.

Agad-agad kong pinahinto kay Mirko ang kotse niya when I saw a salon.

I'm single now and maybe, this is my start for letting myself to move on.

I'm going to change myself.

Bibihisan kong muli ang sarili ko.

And my goal now is to make Justin cry in front of me.

Beg me to come back.

Pleading for our relationship to revive.

Sorry, but it's over. Once is enough.

Ipapatikim ko lang sa kanya kung gaano kasarap ang tunay na kamalditahan ni Halley Larqueza.

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his chapter is dedicated to Swissy_Bae. I hope you enjoy the tbgs. :*

Kija