Anonymous Confessions Part 2

Confession

I literally hate almost everyone who calls me their friend. I can't stand most of them, but they're the most tolerable people in my school. They think I'm this happy go-lucky, care free person but I stress about every little detail. I'm depressed all the time but they don't see it. There are a, rare, few times when I'm not totally depressed, those days they ask what happened that was so good. There's only 1 person who I consider my friend and she the only person who I truly hang out with and tell everything to. She knows what's up. My mother knows little about me. She think that as soon as I'm out of high school, graduate from college, I'm going to move somewhere far away and not tell her and never see her or my family again. I'm mean yeah... it's something I've thought about, but still I don't think I could handle being away from my family for a long time.