Anonymous Confessions Part 2

Confession

My sister called me a weaboo just because she saw a 51 episodes of that anime and calls me a noob because I draw fanarts of that game she played while I didn't get a chance to play.I pretend that I am not hurt about those things she says because I just want to get along with her. Later on she says that she wants to give up and stop going to school this year and had a job. My parents began saying things like "Don't be like your sister,always be a good girl" and all that when inside I feel like its just so unfair.I am always the one who do chores at home. Everyone thinks that I am a cheerful girl because they don't know that I am force to hold that smile so my parents wont judge me for being like my sister. 

then later on I have this nightmares and I feel paranoid Like as if someone tried to kill me and now its hard for me to trust someone without remembering my sister. The feeling that I am one of those poppet meant to be part of the show and called by names. sorry for wasting your time reading this