It's... Everything

The sounds of lightning and rain crashed and boomed through the air, nearly causing you to jump out of your skin before you settled down against the damp trunk of the tree. Nobody could see you crying in the rain, and the fog that picked up around the area hid you from any passerby--not like there would be any in these conditions. The cold, drenched feeling that crawled on your skin matched your emotions. The blaring crackling of lightning that exploded through the air reciprocated your anguish, all the pain that jolted through you from head to toe. You buried your head into your hands that laid on your knees and bawled into them. The grass underneath you was sopping wet, which soaked through your jeans, as the rain battered the leaves above you, dripping down heavily onto your head, soaking through your hair. By choice, this is how you wanted to be right now. You wanted to soak in this storm, you wanted to cry in a place that seemed as gloomy and lowly as you did, and a part of you justified that you deserved it--that you embraced it. The lightning that shot through the sky once more, hid a well-timed wail of distress. The crash of lightning was comfortable to you now.

As time went on, your shoes were entirely soaked with rainwater, and there was not a single article of clothing that you wore that wasn't soggy. You still didn't feel much better. Maybe you'd catch a cold out here, only adding to your heartache, or maybe you'd be struck by lightning. Whatever it was, come as it may. Your emotions sunk and drowned in this torrent, which was likely where you'd stay until your mind convinced you to find shelter. You cried into your hands once more, wiping a couple stray drops near your eyes that bothered you, before viciously planting your head back onto your legs. It was at that moment you heard footsteps that sloshed through the large, muddy puddles that collected in the mucky grass.

"Whoever could it possibly be?!" You thought to yourself, the anger of having your solitude interrupted shattering your thoughts of despair. You wouldn't dare vocalize them however, for your emotions were too flustered to maintain your aggravated mood.

"Hey! Is that... What the hell are you doing out here?!" The angered voice shouted through the heavy fog. You clenched your fists and took a deep breath, before your misery overtook your emotions once more, as you sobbed into your hands again.

"What the hell are you DOING out here?" The figure repeated.

"Have you gone INSANE?!" They roared as they walked up to you. You could finally make out who it was: Chara.

"I saw that you were missing, and I thought you'd gone for a walk. I waited a little while and heard lightning out here, and asked why on earth you'd be going for a walk in THIS!" Chara scolded, as your heart dropped in your chest. You managed to choke up a sentence that held some form of umbrage in your voice.

"G-Go away Chara...!" You demanded, before you broke into sobs that stabbed at your heart. You were "enjoying" the company of the weather, and didn't need anyone else right now.

But Chara's expression changed immediately when you sobbed and replanted your head. Their voice sank down to a calmer level, but still holding somewhat of a scolding tone.

"No way... I'm not leaving you out here in this weather. You could get struck by LIGHTNING out here, and look at you, you're soaked!" Chara reached for one of your arms to pull you along with them, but you snatched it back, as your voice immediately raised to an unintentional volume, that was clearly audible over the sudden boom of lightning.

"You don't understand! You don't know what I feel right now, I just want to be left alone!" You cried out at Chara. You felt a hint of guilt in your stomach, but it quickly subsided as you stared into Chara's face. You were certain that you looked like some kind of monster the way that your emotions sprawled out on your face. Chara frowned and seemed taken aback by your harsh gaze and tone.