''Flashback.''
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I watched as Jaden and Kian played video games for at least an whole hour and here I was , actually watching them and admiring their damn friendship. They've been friends for a long ass time now and I just want something like that with someone besides my own brother , I love our relationship , but I still want a REAL FRIEND , YOU KNOW WHO COMES OVER AND HANGS WITH ME? I wouldn't be so fked up if I wasn't involved with my brother in THAT way .
you know how you get so involved with someone that they are all you care about and you just can't stop thinking about them? well , if it wasn't for Jaden being so persuasive than, just maybe I would be a little normal and I would actually be out in the world trying to find a boyfriend who I AM NOT RELATED TOO.
I hate myself.
i hate myself.
i fucking hate myself.
''JC.'' Kian shouted my name.
I snapped out of my zone and looked over at him.
''What?''
''Do You Wanna Play Against Me?''
''No , I'm not really into fighting.''
''come on , It's mortal kombat , you watch us play all of the time , so I know that you're probably good at it.''
I looked over at Jaden , just for his permission.
he shook his head and handed me the controller.
''if you need help , just ask me.'' jaden winked at me.
I laughed a little.
'' let's see if you can beat me , cutie.'' Kian ran his fingers through my hair.
