2nd | myg

二十七

"so that's it? breaking up over a cup of coffee?
that's nice."

"yoongi... please."

"have you ever had the feeling of your heart being shredded like paper in a split second? it's asphyxiating to know how in one moment everything can fall apart and i wasn't ready for that ara. i wasn't ready for this!"

"i wasn't ready too yoongi! i wasn't ready to handle to consequences; the guilt i tripped myself over every bloody time i see jimin and i think of you."

"..."

"i loved you yoong and it will always be you i love."

"then let's start afresh. from friends this time.
a clean one."

"maybe another day; another lifetime yoongi,
but not now. i'm sorry."

"... so this is the end huh?"

"it was nice meeting you min yoongi."

"you too, lee ara."

"i love you yoongi."

"i love you too."

•••

that night, she went home to cry her heart out. but it was only after when her tears dried that she decided to keep all the photographs and memories she shared within those few months.

it was definitely painful. but it was much more painful to know that she couldn't live with herself doing what she had done. she was disgusting and filthy. at least, that was what she thought so.