Scars

Chapter 41

ZAYNS POV

My heart breaks for her.

"I'm going to get you out of here." I grab her hands.

"Time to go." The nurse says grabbing my arm. I shake my arm out her grip.

"I love you." I rub my thumbs against her hands. I kiss her lips and she barely kisses me back.

"You can't do that here." The nurse says sternly.

"Shut up." I growl. She does as she's told and I'm thankful for it.

I stand up kissing her forehead gently and walk to the door.

"Zayn." Carly says faintly. I turn my head to look at her. "I love you." Her voice breaks. I give her a small smile and leave the asylum.

A tall man leads me out the door and basically shoves me to my car. I can't believe Carlys mum would do that. She didn't do anything. Actually I don't know what she did but I intend to find out.

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"Why did you put Carly in there?" I ask Carlys mom. Ms. Vega looks at me blankly with no concern. "What happened?"

She doesn't tell me anything she continues to read her book. Caylee walks down the stairs and I look back at her. She motions for me to come over to her and I follow into her bedroom. She sits on her bed and I sit on the other side.

"My mom told Carly she wasnt aloud to see you again because you all had sex and the hicky you gave her. Then Carly got so mad and my mom kept nagging at her and Carly just snapped and shoved her against a wall. Then mom just called the asylum and they came and picked Carly up." Caylee says quickly. She went there because of me.

"I can't help thinking this is my fault." I look down at my fingers picking at the duvet. I look up and Caylee has scooted a little closer to me.

"Its not your fault." She looks into my eyes but I disconnect the contact. She puts her hands on mine and I don't move away. Her face leans into mine. Her lips brush against mine before I pull away.

"Caylee I can't do that and you know it. I love Carly." I tell her, removing my hands from underneath hers.

"I know. I'm sorry, I didn't know what I was doing." She says moving her body back and looking away.

I stand up and walk out of her bedroom and back down the stairs. I see the dreadful woman still with her nose in a book. I walk to her and pull the book down from her face until she looks at me.

"You should be ashamed." I whisper loudly. She sucks in a breath and I walk to the door.

"Zayn. You aren't good for her." Ms. Vega stares at me.

"Maybe you're not good for her." I say back. Deep down I knew I wasn't good for Carly but I can't admit that to anybody. No ones good for Carly really. I like to believe that we're exactly what each other need. I walk to the door and slam it behind me. I hear the door open and turn to the woman in front of me.

"I still don't want you to see Carly. Otherwise it won't be good for you or for her." Marla says.

"And it won't be good for you if you do that, Marla." I continue to walk.

"Its Ms. Vega to you." I dont turn around I just keep walking with my fist clenched at my sides.

CARLYS POV

My whole body is numb. It hasn't moved for forever and my body has shut down and gone to sleep but I'm still awake. I've been looking at the wall for what feels like hours. The medicine I took were anti depressants and some kind of mental medicine. I didn't pay attention to what all the nurse gave to me.

Several nurses have came in and checked on me and they find me in the same place every time they do. I want to get out of this whacked place. My body is screaming but no sounds come out.

"Time to sleep." A young male care taker tells me.

"What time is it?" I ask not looking at his face.

"12:00."

I haven't realized that I was actually really tired. Since I've been in here I haven't realized much of anything quite frankly. I move my numb body and my legs give out and I fall to the cold floor. The man runs over to me and helps me get up and leads me to my bed.

My body curls up in the sheets and he pulls a blanket up to my shoulders.

"Night." He smiles and leaves me alone in the dark room.

I'm not at all comfortable. The bed is hard and I feel like the sheets and comforter are dirty but they just washed them. My body shivers and I bury myself deeper into the blanket. The room feels very cold and wet. I want to get out. I need to get out.

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