Glasses and Leather Jackets.

Same old.

Castiel woke up to a loud banging on his door. "Go. Away." Castiel mumbled stuffing his face further in his pillow. "CASTIEL! PLEASE! OPEN UP!" Castiel quickly opened his eyes and ran to his door, unlocking it and opening it to find his very scared 13 year old brother, Gabriel. Castiel grabbed Gabriel and yanked him inside, closing and locking the door. " Oh my fucking God. Gabe what the hell did you do!?", Castiel asked as he saw a bruise on his little brothers cheek. He gently touched it, making Gabriel gasp in pain. " I told Lucifer that I was Bisexual", is all be said as he looked down at his bare feet. Castiel almost fainted," YOU WHAT!? GABE! HE COULD HAVE DONE MORE THEN JUST HIT YOU! YOU DUMB SON OF A BITCH!" Castiel exclaimed pulling his baby brother in for a tight and warm hug. Castiel made sure to calm down and he slowly pulled away from his now crying brother. Castiel sighed." Come on, let's get that cleaned up. Your cheek is bleeding a little." Is all Castiel said to Gabriel. Gabriel only nodded, walking into his brothers personal bathroom. Castiel saw the hurt in his baby brothers eyes and he was holding back tears and he cleaned up his brothers cuts,Getting hisses and gasps of pain in response. Castiel cringed at the fact that he was causing even the slightest pain to his brother. As soon as he was done he heard a loud banging noise come from his bedroom door, causing both Castiel and Gabriel to jump. "CASTIEL! YOU OP'N THIS GO' DAMN DOOR!" Castiel began to panic. He grabbed his brother by his shirt, opened his closet and pushed him in." I swear to god, don't make a sound.", Castiel whispered to his brother and he slowly closed his closet door. Castiel then opened a door to find Lucifer with fist clenched tightly together." 'S your fagot brother in the room with you Castiel?!" Lucifer slurred. Castiel flinched as his anxiety started to build. "U-Um n-no dad.", Is all Castiel could manage to say. Lucifer looked deep into Castiel's bright blue eyes and squinted, half drunk," you lyin' to me bo'?" Lucifer asked pushing Castiel  into the door frame by his neck. Castiel gasped for air and said a raspy," n-n-no.. S-sir!" Lucifer let go of Castiel's neck causing Castiel to have a coughing spell. "Better not be yo' fag." Lucifer walked away taking a swig of beer that he had in his hand and slurred," jus' wha' I need. Two Fags in one house. Shoul' have neva' adopted yo' boys." As soon as lucifer was down the stairs Castiel quickly closed and locked his door. Gabriel quickly rushed out of the closet, tears in his eyes and ran to Castiel giving him a tight hug. Castiel hugged back, making sure to breathe and said pulling away,"come on sneak in into your room and get changed. We'll leave in a little alright?" Gabriel nodded as Castiel opened the door, looked around the hallway and let Gabriel pass by him. As soon and Gabriel made it to his room, Castiel shut his door and slide down it slowly and started to silently cry holding his knees up to his chest and held onto his neck, which his so called "dad" was just holding. Castiel quickly got up and ran to his bathroom and closed the door

/warning. Self harm/

Castiel quickly opened his sink cabinet and looked at his razor, quickly grabbing it and rolled up his right sleeve, showing countless scars. Castiel cried even harder as he saw what he was doing to himself. He took a deep breath and slid the cold metal onto his wrist slowly dragging it across his wrist like how an artist would drag their paintbrush across their canvas. Castiel cut into his wrist, forming a line of blood ,one after another. Once he realized that he had cut more the he was suppose to he quickly wiped off the blood, that quickly formed back, put Vaseline on his cuts,so the bandage wouldn't stick to his arm, and wrapped a bandage around his wrist multiple times, making sure that if it kept bleeding, the blood wouldn't bleed through. He cleaned off his razor and put it away wrapping up the bloody tissue and throwing it away.

/ self harm is over /

He quickly got on a black pair of pants, a black long sleeve shirt with a black hoodie, a black beanie, and his glasses, unlocked his door and walked out of his room. He saw Gabe hiding behind his door and waved for him to come over to Castiel. He did so and went in front of Castiel as Castiel handed him the car keys and he whispered," when you get in the car, lock the doors." Gabriel nodded and grabbed his book bag as he ran out of the house towards the car. Castiel just got done putting on his shoes and was just about to walk out the door when all of a sudden he was being pushed back into the living room wall with a thud. " YOU LIED TO M' BOY!", Lucifer slurred as he yelled. Castiel gasped as the grip on his shoulder tightened and he whined in pain," Father ,please, That hurts." Is all Castiel managed to say before getting punched in the ribs and being let go of to be able to fall to the ground. He quickly got up though, realizing that Lucifer was going to his gun case," Shit!" Castiel whispered and he grabbed his book-bag and ran out of the house towards his car. And soon as Gabriel unlocked the doors and Castiel got into his car, relocking the doors, Lucifer came out with a hand gun and tired to shoot at the tire of Castiel's car but missed, going into the dirt. Castiel quickly put his keys into the car and drove off panting. Gabriel asked in a shaky voice," Cassie, are you okay?" Castiel did what he did best, he hated it but he did, he lied. He nodded his head and forced a smile," same ole. Same old."