I took a breath and forced myself to move, if only to nudge him with the toe of my boot - breathing a sigh of relief when he didn't react. I slumped against the kitchen drawers, catching my breath, eyes locked on Henry as his shoulders rose and fell with every breath.
He was still alive.
I didn't know if that was a good or bad thing.
What I did next was purely instinctive. I'd only have a few minutes before he woke up, and I didn't want to be there when that happened. Scrambling from the floor and sprinting upstairs to my room (tripping over my own two feet on the stairs in my haste). I could have just locked the door behind me, braced myself for another onslaught once he woke up.
But I didn't. Instead I rummaged under my bed, digging out an envelope that I had shoved back there months ago.
There were three things inside of the envelope.
A short note, a number, and a one way plane ticket.
It took a minute for me to bite the bullet and dial the number, hands still shaking. The phone call was brief, and I barely gave the person on the other end the chance to speak.
"It's Sam. I'm coming over."
Then I hung up. I didn't want to hear her response, and I didn't have time anyway.
In hindsight, I should have given some more details. What if she had called back, and Henry had answered? I never showed Henry the letter, but there was always a chance he could find me.
Granted, that would mean he would want to find me in the first place.
What I was doing was the best for the two of us. It was. It had to be.
After the call, I grabbed a duffle bag and shoved what I thought of as the essentials into it. Clothes, passport, a book, and the envelope.
My entire life in one backpack. Instead of dwelling on that, I counted myself lucky that I could travel light.
When I made my way back downstairs, I was quiet, making sure that he hadn't woken up before getting to the door. It was only when I started to pull the door closed behind me that I heard a low grunt.
Okay. Definitely time to leave.
Hiking the bag higher up on my shoulder, I started to run.
Taking a cab to the airport would have bled me dry of any funds I had on me, so grabbing the nearest bus to the airport for a few quid was my best option.
The ride was uneventful, and yet my heart still raced. Clearly it hadn't caught up with the fact that I was out of immediate danger. Other than standing up to give my seat to a heavily pregnant woman when she cast daggers in my direction (in my defense, I was a bit too dazed to notice that she was pregnant in the first place - eyes fixated on the seat in front of me), nothing happened. But I was on edge enough to think that something would. Something would stop me in my tracks and pull me right back to where I started.
I had just left my father bleeding on the kitchen floor.
What kind of monster did that?
A monster of circumstance was the only answer I could come to.
It was when I was six that I noticed the picturesque childhood I had was a sham. My parents went from hiding arguments behind closed doors, to out in the open for their kid to see.
Their arguments weren't unlike the ones that Henry and I had now.
But they escalated day by day until they turned into screaming matches at night, so loud that I had to cover my ears with a dinosaur pillow and the neighbours banged on the walls for them to shut up.
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The Stepfather (MxM) ✓
Teen FictionForced out of his home in London, Sam has little choice but to show up on his mother's doorstep in Florida. Absent from each other's lives for the last nine years, Sam comes to find that lot of things have changed. With an annoying (yet surprising...
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