Is This Home? (SEQUEL) ( #wattys2017 )

Chapter Nine : Suicide Letter

HEllloooooooooooooooooo.. im back.. and with another Chappie!

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Leona's POV...

A whole day of school and I'm finally back home.. 

And of course Louie and Terance just had to be in all of my classes..and they made me friendless..No Friends forever I guess..

I guess sometimes even the daughter of The Lionel Messi could also get bullied and abused in school..

I just wanted my life to get normal and BOOM! bullied and abused..

Right when I thought my life couldn't get any worse..

These are just probably signs from god telling me to just die already..

And you know what? I'm gonna make god's wish come true..

Tonight , its gonna be the last of Leona Messi..or should I say Samantha Chance?

I'm at home right now , just laying my bed.. writing a suicide lettter..

  Writing this letter as I face death,Not gonna' lie I'm scared, I never thought it would be this bad,What's a 16 year old to do with a One night was all it took for a lifetime shame and regret And I'm sorry to say it's unfortunate that The shame that I brought to my family, I'll take it to my grave, and Thiago,I love you brother, promise me you'll be brave,All the visions that I had, all the dreams that I had,All the future that you've planned for me I'm sorry mom and dad,I'm sorry for being such a disappointment, a disgrace,To save you from all these, I'm resting my case,I'm just another phase,I'm just another face.I'm just another problem I'll be resting in my case So this is it, we're parting away now through this letter,When you read this I'll be gone,Love, your daughter...

  Dear mom when you read this, I'll be gone Just do know this depression is what I'm tryna run away from.All my life I never felt any love from anyone Half my life I've been struggling from getting bullied and picked on This has to be the wisest decision that I've ever made Despite the fact that I have to take my own life away There's no room for different people like us in this place So why fight when i'm not given the chance to speak or say A faggot, a failure, a stupid freakin loser While society mocks me every night I sit and count my tears I'm sorry mom I wasn't the daughter that you'd thought I'd be I'm sorry mom A world so hateful where people cant survive without a mask on her face My days are getting hazy and I can't keep up the paceI can't do this no more I don't belong in this place I love you mom, please wipe them tears off your face! this is just my world and me and your comments And i'm doing me so i'm coming before hands And i'm saying things that you can't hear on FMs A house full of lies and you're stepping on my land, my land The way that I see I'm strong enough to climb mountains swim across seas.. you're sick of you're emotions medications for the priest And I know your faith is dying and I pray for you disease, I'm rising through these ashes , all the hates and the bashes Nah, life can be so tortures,I, I'll still light up all the torches,They'll kick you to the ground Take away all of your sound But you gotta keep you head up high Snatch away the crown!All we cannot face, the open road..bye

I wrote as I was gonna jump from the highest floor..when I heard my phone ring...

(A\N : Well , the suicide letter is not really just a letter..I took the words from Suicide Letter By VikarWorld's Lyrics..and changed a few words..the song is deep..I would suggest you to watch the music video on youtube :) ..)