V's Time To Shine~

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[Please don't try doing this at all. You all have so much to live for. Please enjoy it. Im putting a warning here because this chapter is most graphical. Please note that if you are uncomftorable with these types of things then don't read this update. So that means that the last story part was the ending for you.

This is also almost like an addition to the story. Like a side type of thing.

Thank you for understanding.]
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Taehyung's Pov//

After I left Jins place I had went to the store and looked around until I saw the white and blue striped box in front of me.

I bent down and swifly picked it up and went to pay for it, after words leaving and heading to a place that I go to to soothen my problems.

The bridge that was a few ways away from the foster home.

I sat down and saw a few cars go by. Then turning around and taking out the white and blue striped box.

Opening it, I took out one of the four pill bottles inside and setting the box aside.

I then took out the three prescripted pill bottles and set them next to me.

All of those for my pain.

I look over the orange rusted railing to see the water below me.

It looked so beautiful.

I wiped away the tears that popped out of no where and opened the blue pill bottle.

One for mom. One for dad. One for my younger sibling.

I wiped away the tears as they built up.

One for Jungkook. One for Jin. One for Rap Monster.

I hiccuped and slowly lined up the pills on the railing.

One for Yoongi. And heck why not one for Jimin.

Even one for the nice doctor J-hope, and the nice lady nurses.

Heck even that one dog I saw while coming here.

I lined up all the pills and looked at the scenery once more.

I remembered once, that I always wanted to fly from here to get to mom and dad.

I'll finally do it now.

I wiped away the tears and grabbed each pill carefully off the railing.

I layed them on my lap as I took the three other pill bottles and started to drink them one bye one.

But, right after I gulped the third one I seemed to have a really big pain begin in my chest.

I thought maybe, it's because I had to drink them faster.

So I did.

I drank two by two. But the pain increased.

I drank three at a time, then four. But the pain continued to build up so I dunked the whole bottle.

Then I did the same with the last two.

But the pain was still there. And the pain increased.

I clutched my chest and brought my knees up from hanging over the edge of the bridge.

My pain, I feel so selfish.

The tears began to flow and I didn't plan on stopping them.

I finally had enough strength to drink the last pills in my lap.

Dad, mom my friends, that dog.

I gulped each one slowly.

And as I did the tears began to decrease.

But the pain that moved from my chest went closer to my heart.

And I continued to clutch at my chest.

The pain growing. I don't understand.

Im not supposed to feel pain.

I cried out as a sharp pain struck.

But then I began to get sleepy.

And the pain slowly began to leave.

And I smiled.

The bliss, the nice silence. I finally feel content.

And as I began to think that I looked over the railing again.

The water really does look nice.

I want to touch it.

Just a tiny bit. Before I go.

And so I stood.

And that alone was so hard.

My eyes kept getting heavier and my arms were hard to focus on.

The pain might be gone, but I need to touch the water.

One last time.

And so I keep on shuffling. Making my legs obey me.

And climbing the railing until all of my strength was gone.

And when I closed my eyes, I swore I saw mom again.

I smiled and cried a bit more.

I kept my eyes close in fear that if I opened them, she would dissapear.

"Come to me, baby." She said. "Come back, and be in our family again. Finally united. Come and walk closer." She said as she waved her hands out for a hug.

"Okay, mom." I say in a whisper. And as I stepped forward on the spot where I stood on the railing, my balance was lost at once.

"Im coming, mom" I say as I finally let go.

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