Hint of Reality || BTS

Part 4: Save Me

-dreaming-

*I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE. IT'S BETTER TO DIE. FCKING LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH! I MISS MOM! GO AWAY! I HATE YOU!*

Cold sweats fill up my body. I feel the wind as I stand here at the very top of the building.

*I'M READY. I'M GOING TO DO IT! GO AWAY. GO AWAY. RIGHT. NOW. GO!*

My breaths are heavy. I am shaking. I am shaking so badly. I couldn't feel anything.

I jolted and finally woke up as tears stream down my face.
"No, Y/N! You have to chill. This shouldn't ruin your stay here. Stop making this ruin your life. Stop. Just please." I begged myself. I can't stop crying.
I felt the urge to call my mom but she'd worry too much so I just decided to head to the nearest café to calm down.

I quickly dressed up and head to the café. I walked fast as if the oxygen that I need to breathe in is inside that café.

I suddenly dropped my phone. I was bending down to get it but then I saw a hand-a very beautiful one actually. It was prettier than mine and so I thought for a sec that it's a girl but the hand's owner's shoes declare that he is indeed male.
That person picked my phone.

"Uhm thanks..." still in a daze.

"I didn't know you know how to be thankful?"

THIS VOICE. THIS ACCENT. THIS TONE. THAT GUY. THE BASTARD?!

"uhm how many times do I have to tell you that I am my parents' real son?"

"oh damn I didn't know I actually said that out loud. Crap, I'm sorry HA HA HA ehem...I'm sorry?"

He laughs. He freakin laughs. Why does his laugh have to be hot and cute at the same time? How do you even do that?! Mine's just ugly and disgusting...

"A'ight! No problem." He leans towards me. He is inches away from me. Damn. He smells good.

He smiles.
Gosh those dimples.
Those lips.

"You really like me huh?"

Crap.

"Uhhh no. Let me just clear things out. You're inches away from me and---"

"and you like it?"

"no. FOR ONCE CAN YOU LIKE LET ME FINISH FIRST?! Okay uhm you're inches away and you're invading my privacy. Just please go?!"

"sorry."

He went away like nothing happened. Again. What the freakin hell.

But to be very honest, his voice is so hot I could die in his voice box right now.

I sat at a table. Put my bag on the chair and head up to the counter to order.

"Hi. Can I get an iced caramel macchiato with extra caramel please? Thanks."

The cashier's just staring at me.

"uhm. Hello?"

IM IN KOREA.

"oh! Gee sorry. Mianhe. Ahhhhhh hmmm uhm ah---"

"iced caramel macchiato-juseyo"

I looked around to see the hot voice box guy again as he translated my order to the lady and wow I must really be in a daze because of my dream I can't even remember all my Korean right now...

"gee that isn't so hard haha thanks...again."

"sure thing." No smile just a poker face.

Uhm okay well that was awkward. Just as I got my order, I walked to to my table and quickly sat down. Finally, an alone time. I plugged in my earphones as I jam to BTS' I Need You. Yaaaaaas!

~it goes round and round na wae jakku doraoji. I go down and down~

I clicked the pause button real quick. This voice. This freakin voice. This accent....WHAT?! NO WAY. THAT CAN'T BE HIM. MAYBE THEY JUST HAVE THE SAME VOICE. MAYBE THAT ISN'T HIM. HOW COME I DIDN'T RECOGNIZE HIM?! LIKE, I FREAKIN MET HIM LIKE A MILLION TIMES TODAY AND! I FREAKIN TALKED TO HIM AND!!!!! HE WAS FREAKIN INCHES AWAY FROM ME WHAT THE HECK?! Well I mostly just listen to their songs and I barely am familiar with their faces BUT STILL WHAT THE ACTUAL F!

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A/N: HERE WE GO FRIENDS! hahaha I know you could've guessed it right...idk right?😂😂

Is it too much of a dead giveaway or nah haha

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