QUEEN OF SUBURBIA | tom holland [✓]

xlvii. TEXTUARY

BEA
okay what is going on
i can't keep up with your shenanigans 

LOR
um
what exactly are you talking about?

BEA

wait lemme get my list
right so
a) being on a road trip without me
b) apparently getting lost?
c) not talking to me and ignoring my texts
d) not talking to tom? apparently? something happened?
e) keeping stuff from me, obviously
f) beING ON A ROAD TRIP WITHOUT ME

LOR
riiiight
well
i sort of told tom i liked him

BEA
oh my god
I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU LIKE HIM

LOR
i don't!!
well not really
i mean it's complicated

BEA
explain

LOR
shouldn't you be filming?

BEA
tom's scene
not talk, woman
wait does reese know?

LOR
yep i told her when we came

BEA
of course i'm the last
anywaaaay??

LOR
geez fine
right so i called him the other night and i was kinda drunk and i went away from the others because i didn't feel like being with them, but i became lonely so i called tom
and then we talked a bit and i sort of told him i like him and he said he likes me so i said it too and that was it
but the problem is i was drunk and i didn't exactly know what i was thinking and he was there and i was alone and everything was a mess
and i mean i do like him but not really
it's not the way you like a crush, but it's not how i like a friend either
i think it's because i don't know him really and stuff
as i said it's pretty complicated and i don't know what to tell him because i don't know how he feels towards me
i mean if he really likes me or if the situation's the same
and i like what we have and i really wouldn't like to ruin it but i have a feeling i already did

BEA
okay wow that's a lot
but like it's okay??
what did reese tell you?

LOR
she told me to talk to him about it

BEA
well that's one way of putting it
but you should def talk to him
he didn't tell me what happened but he asked me about you, what do i tell him now?

LOR
dunno
i'm scared

BEA
don't chicken out now
settle this

LOR
i really miss you

BEA
piss off

[real talk though, i just saw tom having fun with zendaya like last night and honestly i ship them]