first move | park jimin [completed]

Her

[tsubaki honoka]

i paced back and forth in front of his locker for the past two hours now. jimin was at baseball practice and once he's done, he would come to his locker

i held a small white envelope that i should have dropped in his locker two hours ago

i slid it halfway in, but then i retracted my hand

but then i slid it halfway again and let go of it

JFC it's in there and now i cant get it out

i was sitting in front of the school yard like an idiot for another two hours

did i seriously think he was going to come?

i stood up from the bench and decided that it was time to go home. probably switch schools and change my name because when people find out that i've been stood up, i don't know how i will cope

"honoka! wait!"

i was already at the gate, but i turned around and saw jimin running towards me. when he was barely three feet away, he had his hands on his knees and was panting.

"im so sorry i got let out of practice really late and then i saw this in my locker but you wanted me to meet you at 5pm but it's already 7 so i really didn't think you would wait and i texted you but you didn't reply and i," he paused to catch his breath, "but you're still here."

i watched jimin basically hyperventilate because he just finished with practice and then he ran all the way here. he didn't even change out of his baseball uniform yet. i felt so bad.

"im sorry that i put you through all that trouble..."

"no no no no no, it's not any trouble. but what did you have to tell me?"

aw man. i felt like vomiting right on the spot. but i should just get it over with, tell him, and run home so i can throw up.

"i really like you and i wanted to know if you would be my boyfriend"