Agents of Shield The A game

12

 I was at the base now.

"Lydia" Cassie screamed as she saw me hugging me

"I'm okay" I said wanting her just to leave me alone I had found the light I suffered before I saw the light.

"I'm fine" I said pulling myself out of Cassie's hug.

 Cassie was getting on my nerves. I could remember how often she saved me but yet she was trying to destroy Hydra. I used to hate Hydra but now I could see how stupid I was. If he worked for Hydra, Hydra had to be good

"Im fine but we need to go" I said 

"Our you sure" Cassie asked me 

 I nodded

 It took me only a few minuets before we got outside. Cassie turned her back away from me for a few seconds. I grabbed my needle I had hidden on me and injected it with her. Right away I know it would parylze her. It would be horrible but I needed to kill my sister. I held it above her neck. Something stopped me. I couldn't be weak yet I was. I was fighting it

"Ca" 

 I somehow muttered hoping she would turn around. I had my gun pointing towards her now. She hadn't heard me. I was fighting the mind control. Suddnley I lost it. I couldn't believe how weak I had been. I plunged the needle into her flesh and Cassie fell. I grabbed my other needle and brought it into her flesh. My phone bleeped I pulled it out and read the message 

YOU WONDER IF YOUR GOOD AND NOW YOUR GOING TO KILL YOUR SISTER HAVE FUN A XXX 

  A jerked me out of my mind control. I couldn't kill my sister. I was pointing a gun at her head though. As I did it brought back memories. Cassie helping me up after I had been beaten up her giving me water and Casp'ssie buying me food. Don't kill her I thought but at the same time I thought I needed to  kill her. 

 I wished Kara was here. If Kara was there she could shoot Cassie but she would know I was weak. Instead I gave her another injection hiding my gun and put my needle back .

"Oh god" a boy cried

 I turned around thinking he had know what I had done. "Our get help" he told me

 I didn't know what to feel. Part of me was glad Cassie would live I thought she would forgot about what happened but I know I had to kill her. I wished Kara could do it but she would tell Whitehall and I needed to do as he said.

 I knelt down beside Cassie and made my self cry.

"Cass" I screamed "Cassie your going to be fine"

I was good at acting and when a few agents came running over they gave me nods to follow but they were making sure they could save Cassie. They carried her away and one of them began doing medical stuff. One put an oxygen mask on her face

"She's been paralyzed" one of them yelled "Another drug must of reacted"

"Please say she is going to be okay" I wailed but then I realized than I didn't give a fuck about what happened to her. I mean  she wanted Whitehall dead I wanted her to live but I couldn't forgive for that.

 They were doing stuff to Cassie and finally Coulson dragged me away. Everything seemed blurred and quick. He believed I was still the old Lydia. The stupid bad Lydia.

"Emma and Olivia have been wanting to see you" he told me "Go and meet em" he said "There in the room where your refused to leave" he said smiling at me

 I didn't care. I went there though. The moment I walked in there people looked at me. So many of them just looked tired and sick of life but there was defiance in there eyes and respect when they saw me.

"Oh my god"

 I spotted Olivia's bright hair and suddenly she had her arms round me.

"Let her breath" I heard Jess cry

 Olivia let go of me for a few seconds "I'm sorry" she muttered so I could only just here her

 Emma hugged me. "Our you okay" she demanded

"Yes" I muttered "Shaken but been through worst"

"What did they to you" a boy demanded

"Left me in a room they wanted me to be scared to try and give in I escaped before they tortured me" I said

"They didn't torture you, you been having a easy time then" snapped a girl I don't know

"Yes she was kidnaped fun" Olivia snarled

"She didn't see anyone she cared about died" the girl said

 I was pissed at this girl.

"Yes I have seen people I cared about died" I snapped

"While you were locked up I was fighting Hydra and seeing people I loved die two of my best mates our dead and my mum was tortured and killed my sister doesn't want anything to do with me sounds like you were having a easy time" said the girl

I wondered what the girl would do if I shot her.

"I was scared I was going to get tortured" I protested 

  A few of them looked like they agreed with the girl.

"Come on" it didn't surprise me I hadn't heard May

 I was rushed away by May. The next week went by quickly. I reported everything I know. I got agents captured because of what I said. I talked to Kara a few times. I liked her a lot. She wasn't loud. The mission was what came first. She was kind to. Her few comments where always nice to me.