Entry #3: My Approaching Day

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Hindi ko na masyadong napapansin. Siguro kasi sobrang busy na din.

Malapit na pala.

Ewan ko ba... Honestly, I don't know what to feel.

Siguro ang weird ko na talaga pero unexplainable yung feeling. Blank.

Yung iba siguro excited, masaya.

Pero sa situation ko ......

did I sense fear?

OO I feel a little scary. Scary kasi 'pag dumating na yung araw na yun, sigurado akong maraming magbabago.

Alam kong alam ko kung bakit ako natatakot. I feel like spiderman kasi eh ...

"Great power comes with great responsibility"

Sikat na sikat talaga 'yung line na 'to . kakarelate ako kasi pag dumating na 'yung day na 'yun ... pag nadagdagan na ...

sigurado

Great Responsibility talaga.

Kaya nga hook na hook ako sa kantang "Older" ni Colbie Calliat kasi itong ito 'yung nafifeel ko.

Waited all my life for this day to come

Feel like letting go, life goes on

Wasting no more time, so much to be done

Everything works out, so they say

Over my shoulder, it's tough getting older

Yeah, yeah

Seems that nothing is black and white anymore

Shades of gray and I feel the weight over my shoulder

It's tough getting older

I always thought that I knew where I'd wanna go

But now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder

It's kinda tough getting older

It requires great courage to face growing up. Lalo na kasi ako orphan. Yeah, orphan na ko. Kaya nga mahirap.

Here before my eyes, many roads ahead

Time for me to choose one way now

If I take a chance, what lies down the road?

Feeling so confused, turned around

confused ako .... nalilito... hindi ko kasi alam kung ano ba talaga dapat gawin.

On and on, on and on and on

Yeah, yeah

but wala rin akong magagawa...

dapat magpatuloy pa rin.

Seems that nothing is black and white anymore

Shades of gray and I feel the weight over my shoulder

It's tough getting older

I always thought that I knew where I'd wanna go

But now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder

It's kinda tough getting older

'kala ko kasi minsan kaya ko na. 'kala ko mahahandle ko na 'yung mga bagay-bagay. Kaso parang paulit-ulit lang. Tapos pabigat ng pabigat.

I never thought that I'd feel this way

I always knew that my life would change

On and on, yeah yeah

nagbabago ang buhay.

ito talaga narealiza ko simula nung napagdaanan ko 'yung mga mabibigat na trials. hindi mo akalain. sobrang unexpected. But, Life goes on. Hindi mo pwedeng pigilan ang buhay. Hindi mo pwedeng diktahan ang destiny mo .

Sabi nga nila... Everything happens for a reason

Waited all my life for this day to come

I feel like letting go, life goes on

Over my shoulder (on and on)

It's tough getting older (on and on)

Yeah, yeah

kahit mabigat.... dapat buhatin mo pa rin. Kasi pag binitiwan mo yan... Malalaglagan ka lang sa paa. Mas mabigat. Mas masakit.

Seems that nothing is black and white anymore

Shades of gray and I feel the weight over my shoulder

It's tough getting older

I always thought that I knew where I'd wanna go

But now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder

It's kinda tough getting older

It's tough getting older..

Wew! mageeighteen na ko .....

Dalaga na..

Para sa iba masaya...

Pero sakin, natatakot ako ..

Mas malaki expectation...

Mas madaming pressures...

Mas kailangan mong magmature...

Di ka na pwedeng maging childish...

Di ka na pwedeng magpababy...

Bawat decision mo ...

dapat siguradong tama?

no, dapat napagisipan lang ng mabuti :)

hindi padalos-dalos..

oo.. Masaya daw eighteenth birthday.

Yan nga pinakahihintay ng karamihang babae.. Pero, depende kasi yan sa situation.

Sa estado ng buhay.

Kasi pag kagaya kong average girl na above average ang pinagdadaanan.....

Hindi pang fairytale ang ibig sabihin sakin niyan.

My Approaching Day............

Malapit na talaga....

As in soon na soon na...

Pero thank you JC :) ..

kasi dinagdagan mo ulit ..

pahabain mo pa ha....

please.... XD

yayaman pa ko ......

sa pagmamahal.......

at minamahal.... :DDDD

thanks for reading!

listen to the song "older" ---------------------->

GBU

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