Zayn Malik: For the Best

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Your P.O.V

"FOR GOD SAKE (Y/N) WHY DO YOU AWAYS HAVE TO OVER REACT? I WAS JUST WITH THE BOYS HAVING SOME ACTUAL FUN FOR ONCE!"

Zayn continued to scream at me. We had been like this for weeks, all we seemed to do lately was argue over silly and very petty things. Tonight he had come home late, I asked him where he'd been and he was short with me. Things escalated after that and so here we are... yet again.

"WELL I'M VERY SORRY THAT I WAS CONCERNED! YOU DIDNT HAVE TO MAKE THINGS SUCH A PROBLEM!" I bit the bullet and screamed back at him, kind of regretting it just too caught up in the moment to really care.

"ME!? IF ANYONE IS MAKING PROBLEMS IT'S YOU! BUT IF ME COMING HOME LATE IS SUCH A PROBLEM THEN MAYBE I SHOULD JUST NOT COME HOME AT ALL. SAVE YOU THE WORRY!"

"Yeah, maybe you shouldn’t. Would save you having to come up with new things to argue about, would cause you a lot less stress too. Wouldn’t it?" You replied, a little hurt with tears starting to appear in your eyes.

"Fine, if that's the way you feel then I'll go," he turned to face the door before mumbling: "There's no point staying here when I don't even know if I love you anymore."

"Wha...What?" you stammered, really hurt by his mumbles tears now filling your eyes and gently rolling down the side of your face.

You took a small step back in disbelief. You knew your arguments were bad but they had never been this bad. He had never threatened to leave before... or say he didn’t love you anymore. It was all starting to become too much for you. He turned back to face you.

"Clearly this isn’t working (Y/N) we're always fighting and I can't have that kind of stress in my life. I have enough of it as it is." He said with a slight shake of his head.

You took another couple of steps back, wanting nothing more to un-hear those words, to wake up from this nightmare and to go back to when things were perfect.

"Seriously? You mean it, and that's how you feel?" You say, your words catching in your throat as you say them as you have the conversation you never thought you'd be having.

"Yes, It's for the best (Y/N). You know this isn’t healthy. We can't keep on like this. I think we should at least take a break."

His voice sounded quiet but loud enough for you to hear. You shook your head, now almost sobbing.

"za.. loo...I... Yo...Pl..."

Failing to come up with any words to say you simply just shook your head. Taking a few steps towards him, you looked up, begging him with your eyes not to go.

"I'm sorry (Y/N)." He said pulling you into a hug.

Your tears became stronger and more violent as you tightened your grip on Zayn, not wanting to let go and believe that you're over.

"(Y/N) come on, don't." He said, letting you go and looking away when you refused to let go.

"Don't go Zayn... Please..." You sobbed into his chest.

"(Y/N) don't do this, please don't make it... come on, let go."

You shook your head. Zayn wrapped his arms around you, he hated seeing you like this but his mind was made up. It was for the best. He unwrapped your arms from around him, taking a step back and away from you. He turned, grabbing his keys and heading towards the door. You sunk to the floor, crying more than you had in your life. When you could no longer hear footsteps you screamed, becoming nothing more than a bawling mess on the floor. With your knees pulled against your chest and your head resting upon them you cried.

"I'm sorry. I never meant for things to get like this. Why am I so stupid? He was the only thing I had left, the only thing that made things worthwhile. I knew I didn’t deserve him. Just because I was being selfish, I've lost the only thing I've ever truly loved. And it's entirely my fault."

Your cries and screams continued to get louder and harder with each passing moment.

"What have I done? I've driven away the person I care about the most."

You heard soft, slow footsteps moving towards you but took no notice, thinking it was just your imagination. Suddenly you were pulled off of the floor and into a comfortable, familiar pair of arms.

"Shhhh, I'm sorry. You haven’t driven me away I didn’t mean anything I said. (Y/N) I'm sorry."

You looked up to see Zayn with wet cheeks and teary eyes looking down at you. You pulled him closer towards you, gripping onto him like your life depended on it.

"I promise I didn't mean anything I said. I love you (Y/N), with all my heart."

"Don't go Zayn." You cried weakly.

"I'm not going anywhere I promise. I would never leave, I couldn’t."

He replied, tightening his own grip on you, closing his eyes and tucking his head into your neck.

"I love you (Y/N)." He softly said, lifting your head and wiping away your tears.

"I love you too Zayn." You smiled.

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Hi Guys! :D 

I'm sorry that ive havent posted any imagines in ages but i am back and i am hoping to get little bursts of insperation like i just did for this imagine and i will not leave it so long to post the next one i promise...

Anyway i hope you enjoyed this i do apologise if its not 100% as i am writing this at like 2am...

Anyway.... hope you enjoyed it. 

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