Love pt3

3

"Good night west." I kiss his forehead. I walk into the living room and sit down next to Jensen.
"Ya tired yet?" He asks wrapping an arm around me.
"A little. If you wanna go to bed you can."
"I kinda wanna stay up and talk."
"Ok about what?"
"Justice."
"Well-" I grin.
"Justice Jay." Jensen rolls his eyes.
"I know." I chuckle. "What do you mean?"
"What about west?"
"He'll be okay we can take the both of them to get ice cream or we can pull west out of school early every once in a while?"
"Yeah."
"Are you having second thoughts?"
"I don't know.." Jensen sighs. "I love her already but will it be too much to fly her to Canada and move and get her enrolled in a school and everything. Periods? God what are we gonna do with her period and boys and fuck I can't do this." He stands up. "I can't have another kid. We're not even married. What if we call the wedding off? What if she hates us? What if wet hates her? What if west gets jealous? What if she gets jealous?"
"Jen baby calm down." I stand up and grab his hands. "Please calm down." I say softly.
"Misha... I'm scared."
"I know." I wrap my arms around his waist. "I know." I whisper.
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"Ok so when are you gonna be home then?" I sigh in the phone.
"I don't know I'm sorry baby." Jensen says on the other side.
"Do you want me to make you dinner still?"
"I'll just eat from the caters here."
"Ok."
"I'm really sorry baby."
"I know." I pout my lip out.
"Would it help if I tell you I love you?"
"Let's try it."
"I love you."
"Ok maybe a little."
"I gotta go."
"Ok bye."
"Bye." I hang up and sigh.
"He works late again doesn't he?" West frowns.
"Yup." I nod sadly.
"But it's Saturday."
"I know."
"Jensen always makes homemade pizza on Saturdays."
"Hey you and I can make them!"
"Really?"
"Yeah come on!" I jump up.
"Really?"
"Yes! Come on!" He follows me into the kitchen and I take everything out and we start making ourself a pizza. West has like 4 pounds of cheese and pepperoni and I have mushrooms and kale.

      I push Jensen out side and grind my teeth trying not to just hit him. "I'm sorry mish."
"Our son was crying!"
"I didn't mean to work late!"
"He needed you Jen."
"I'm sorry!"
"I can't have another kid with you if you're gonna work until 3 in the morning every morning and go to work at 6."
"Do you think I like doing this?! Because I don't! I wish I could've came home when I was suppose to and kiss west good night!"
"Well you didn't! You haven't for the past three days!"
"What do you want me to do?! Quit?"
"No!" I shout.
"Then what?" He asks sadly.
"Just... Tell them you have a family... We need you, Jensen."
"I'll tell them."
"Thank you." I walk closer. "Please oh god please tell me you don't work tomorrow."
"I don't. I'm gonna spend all day with you."
"And west." I nuzzle into his chest.
"Can we go to bed?"
"Just five more minutes." I whisper. Jensen kisses the top of my head and rubs my back.