Stevidot steven x peridot

this is not you

Peridot pov

I knew he would find me sooner or later, but not today. Great. All I wanted to do was to get over him. Now, I'm running through my tunnel that gets me through different parts of the kindergarten. I kept running until I ran into 3 more tunnels I've started yesterday. they all lead to no where, and luckily I've hidden a secret tunnel just on the right of me, for emergencies. I ran into my secret tunnel, not before I covered the entrance. I kept running, I never dared to look back. After a while the tunnel started to get darker, I used my gem to light the path. Just before I was going to calm down and know I was going to be ok, I hit a dead end. How could've I been so stupid! I forgot I didn't finish the tunnel! ugh! I frantically started digging. but because I have such small arms, I can't dig that fast. I heard people shouting my name from the tunnel. I started panicking, trying to dig faster, the noises were starting to get louder and louder. I didn't stop digging, I kept going, until I felt soft but strong arms wrap around me from behind me and picked me up. I yelped and tried not to scream as I was lifted into there arms. I turned to face steven to which I instantly let a low growl. 

"I know your mad perri" (Is that how you spell her nickname? or is it perry? XD I'm thinking of perry the platypus) He said sweetly and lifted his hand to touch my cheek, but I smacked it and pulled away from him. His sweet, tender face turned into a shocked one. "peridot. you know I love you and only you" he said sweetly. again. I felt myself blush at what he said but it quickly faded away. "tell that to connie" was all I said. "I don't love connie sh-" I quickly interrupted, I didn't want to hear his pathetic explanation "what? did she break up with you? did she cheat on you? and so now your crawling back to me? is that it? 'cause I'm starting to doubt all those times you said you "loved" me. And I don't even understand why you would say that to me in the first place. I'm not what you think I am. why don't you just go back to connie?" I finished in the brink of tears, but I held them in. I turned away from him, leaving him in a even more shocked expression. He stood there for a while in the same expression I left him in. I sighed and  pushed past him and started heading out of the tunnel when i felt arms wrap around me and pin me against the dirt wall. I looked at him shocked this wasn't him, he would never do this. the once kind,tender d=face he had turned into a mad, frustrated, and bitter face. "WHY WON'T YOU LET ME EXPLAIN? ALL YOU SAW WAS US KISSING, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I WAS IN LOVE WITH CONNIE IN THE FIRST PLACE! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IF CONNIE IN FACT DID CHEAT OR BREAK UP WITH ME! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I SEE IN YOU THAT MAKES ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU! BECAUSE YOU KNOW NOTHING!" he shouted in my face. I was sobbing. He was right. I didn't know anything. just as I was about to push him off me, he kissed me on the lips. but it wasn't a sweet, tender, passionate kiss. it was a ruthless, harsh kiss. I didn't kiss back, I never will to this monster. 

He kept kissing me. trying to force me to kiss him back. but I just stood there, as more tears fell from my cheek. I couldn't I just couldn't. I finally was able to get him off me, and run out of the tunnel, dodging amethyst ,running to the nearest warp pad, and into another place. I fell to my knees and started sobbing. I thought he loved me. I was such a fool to fall for him. I quickly ran and hid in a small cave, and laid down on the cold, hard stone floor and cried myself to sleep. 

Steven pov

I can't believe it. I lost control of myself and shouted all those things to her. I hurt the love of my life. I even hurt her during that kiss. I got out of the tunnel to find a angered amethyst waiting for me. "you really done it now steven" she said looking at me straight in the eye. "what did you do?" she asked taking a step closer to me. "I-I lost control of my emotions. I hurt her" I said in thee brink of tears. "well how are we supposed to know where she is know?" she said annoyed. "well, lets hope her escape pod still works, so we can find her exact coordinates" she looked at me for a while and nodded"but this time, I'll be the one talking" she glared at me as I let out a sigh. 

** time skip to  him in bed **

I lay in my bed. the hurtful images replaying my head. I let out a tear as I remembered her frightened,mad, hurt look as I was yelling at her. It reminded me of the time when she was poofed. I let out a soft cry, hoping no one would hear me. I cried myself to sleep. only to be reminded of those painful memories.

** le dream **

I was standing there. i front of a frightened, beaten up peridot. her eyes only showed a dull green as if I ruined her gorgeous bright green eyes. I smirked as I slapped her , making her fall onto the bloody floor. "p-p-please...s-steven..stop" she said sobbing. I only grabbed her and made her look at me. I kissed her harshly and dropped her. I kicked her in the stomach making her scream in pain as she was sobbing uncontrollably. "oh shut up. it only hurts for  few minutes" I said slapping her again. I kept hitting her, insulting her, hurting her. I never listened to her begs, her pleading, her cries....her cries for help.

** end of dream**

I stood up panting. I was a sobbing mess. I was such a fool today. I can't believe I hurt her. ignored her. I angered her more than how she used to be. The love of my life. 

Peridot.

**I know I'm such a monster. but it s what it is. also, I need new characters! And since you all helped me so much...I'm going to have a little contest to see which one I choose for the book.

hears what you need to tell me about your made up character. 

name:

gender:

personality:

description:

weakness:

favorite color:

and if he/she is a gem or a human

So thats it for now, bye!**