1 week later
Riele's POV
I washed the blood off my wrists and pulled my sleeves down. I've been cutting ever since last week. I really thought I'd changed. I thought I able to stop but ever since that dinner I've just felt so... Worthless
Ding ding ding!
Maeve: Have you killed yourself yet? No. Well that's sad. Nobody wants you. GET THE HINT!
I sighed and put my phone back in my pocket. Every day. All week. 10 texts an hour practically every hour. I'm trying to feel good about myself... It's just really hard...
Ding ding ding!
Jace😘: On my way to pick you up
Crap! We're filming today and I totally forgot. I randomly threw on:
Rachel: Oh good you're ready! Jace is here!
Rachel said coming into the room.
Riele: Rachel! I could've been changing!
I practically screamed
Rachel: *giggles* as if. You never get changed in the morning unless you have to go to set
After that she left. I rolled my eyes and went downstairs.
Jace: Hey babe
He kissed my cheek.
Riele: Morning. Let's go
On the way we talked about the most random stuff. Mainly about the episode though. Unfortunately for me, Maeve is in it.
Jace: Hey you ok?
Jace asked putting a hand on mine. I glanced at our hands then back at him.
Riele: Yeah
Jace: Riele?
He questioned giving me his 'I know you're lying face'
Riele: I'm fine
Jace: But you-
Riele: I'm fine. Now drop it.
He gave me a worried look but brushed it off and focused on the road. Eventually we got to set. One of the first things I saw was Maeve glaring at me. I decided to brush it off and pretend I hadn't seen it.
Riele: I'm just gonna go over my lines
I said to Jace before going into my dressing room. I made a big mistake. I really thought there wouldn't he any hate this time but I wasn't thinking straight. There's always hate.
Riele_hate: I wish you never born #mistake
Benryforthewin: Please do us a favor and go die
Anti-Riele: Drink bleach! Take pills! Cut! Just do something so that we never have to see your ugly ass face
I sighed and closed Instagram. By now the hate is normal.
Maeve: Hi Riele
Maeve said coming in. Oh god...
Riele: What do you want Maeve?
Maeve: Oh you know perfectly well what I want...
Riele: Right... You want Jace
Maeve: Yup. Are you gonna break up with him or what?
Riele: No. I won't.
I said with a small bit of confidence in my voice.
Maeve: Wrong choice
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Fake Smiles (Jaele)
Fanfiction"I'd talk about my feelings.. But I don't think anyone would understand."- Riele Downs
