I hate you I love you

Chapter 8 - Dark

Marks pov

I turn to face Jack but he have already got inside.

And he saw everything.

"Sara I-" I'm cut off.

"No Mark...ik you liked it" Sara says smiling.

She tries to go for another kiss but I step back.

"No, okay? I don't feel like you. Bye" I say going inside, locking the door after me.

I'm guessing Jack's in our room so I rush up to it.

And yep, he's on the bed faced down. I'm guessing he's crying.

"Jack...sorry" I say softly, sitting down beside him.

He looks up at me and our eyes meet.

What I see is not the Jack I know...I see pain.

His eyes are not the soft gently ocean, it's like a storm.

"Mark what's going on?" He whispers.

"Nothing, she's crazy u know? I pulled away if you saw...I love u Jacky." I tell him, kissing him gently on his lips.

"Love u too" he whispers back.

"And I will never leave you for her, promise" I whisper hugging him tight.

"Mmm" he mumbles.

I look into his eyes again, before going for another kiss.

He's still mad at me, but I don't say anything.

"I gotta go to the bathroom" he says, pulling away.

I look at him, he's sad.

"Jack don't....please" I whisper with tears in my eyes.

He tries to go but I hold him.

"Let me go!!" He screams.

Now he's crying for real.

"I won't let you harm yourself Jack, please." I pull him into a hug.

"I'm not-" I cut him off.

"You are, okay? They told me when you were at the hospital. I care about you so please don't..." I whisper sobbing.

"Okay.." He whispers crying like crazy.

We just sit there, crying. It feels good in a way.

It feels good to just let everything out with Jack like this.

"Mark?" He whispers.

"Yeah?" I whisper back.

He swallows.

"My real name is Sean..." He whispers sniffing.

"Okay Sean" I whisper smiling.

I take my hands at his head, making him look into my eyes.

The blue ocean is back.

"Mark will you...be my boyfriend?" He whispers.

"Of course I will Sean" I say, kissing him.

He blushes before kissing back.

Damn he's cute when he blushes. I can never stand losing him again. NEVER.

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I'm editing the collage with Jack when I hear something Back in my head.

Maark....Maaarkyy I'm baaack...

I freeze, it can't be...

D-ark?

Yeees Marky it's me.

What do you want?

You know what I want.

Leave Jack alone!!

Why would I?

Because...because...because I love him.

I can feel my eyes start crying up.

Haha you silly! That's why I want to kill him of course.

I tear goes down my face.

You can't do that, I learned to control you!

Did you really Mark? Did you really?

Y-yes...

I don't think so. But well, if you're so sure.

Dark go away, I won't let you touch him.

Haha, who's gonna stop me?

I'm going to-okay?

He doesn't answer.

I'm starting to cry for real.

Felix comes into the room.

"Mark what abou-what happened dude?" He says sitting down beside me.

"You know my demon, Dark?" I ask.

"Yeah, the one you learned to control. Why?" He says, rubbing my back with his hand.

"H-he's back." I whisper sobbing.

Felix looks at me, and I can feel how sad he is for me.

"Oh wow well good your not in love with anyone here in Sweden, right? He says trying to make me feel better.

I think after a while before telling him.

"I'm together with Jack" I cry out.

At first he seems shocked but then he seems to deal with the thought.

"Oh...wow Mark I'm sorry. I can fix a plane home right now if you want to." He says picking up his phone.

"Yeah...thanks." I say, standing up starting to pack my stuff.

"And Felix, don't tell Jack about Dark. Just say that I needed to go back home." I tell him.

"Sure body" he says.

So, this is a little shorter chapter but I kinda needed to cut it off here. In the next chapter there will be a little surprise ;) (it's not going to be marks pov) yey!

Ps. That's the only chapter that not will be Marks pov, promise <3