Poetry. From the broken soul.

Smile :)

Yes i go to school

Put on a smile for the crowd

But I'm always wincing

Whys the world so loud?

I have enough of

It at home

Always yelling

never being alone

But I go in public

My mouth is clamp shut

A little smile on my face

a jacket to cover up the cuts

Even with my friends

I laugh and seem with glee

Yet in my heart I know

No happiness do i see

The longer I stay with them

the happier I seem

But honestly I'm dreading

going home to be

Basically without

A Famliy around

except for a yelling mother

standing in a gown

Or my dad

giant yes is he

but when he gets mad

not near him is where i want to be

But when the day is done

I go to sleep till morning

Dreaming until

I must be mourning

Of living a lie

To my friends and teachers

but they have no clue

if the did they would each be

Worried to the bone

Send me away

but I don't want that

Please let me stay?

So here is a smile

a smile for your day

Maybe I'll wake up

From this nightmare I lay