I have school now so its gunna be hard to post often....:(
Why did I just kiss a killer? it was the best kiss ever...No.... I cant say that! but what if its true? His soft lips, his gentle touch! Jess... shut up!
Wait, my family, they have gone forever. Nothing I can do. I wish I was the one dead and not them, I deserve to die more.
I think way to much arggghh life is sooooo confusing!
"Jess?" Niall said, trying to snap me out of my thoughts.
"Huh?" I said oblivious to everything around me.
"Why are you crying?" He asked worried.
I was crying? shit. erm... what should I say? Allergies? No, too classic... ermm do I tell him? I dont know...
"I was thinking." I said bluntly.
"about...?" Niall asked,moving his hands as if to say 'go on.'
What should I say?
"My life." I replied, a tear rolling down my cheek.
"You're so pretty when you cry!" Niall stated.
"Shut up Niall." I said jokingly, pushing him gently on the arm.
"Hey! that hurt!" He joked, laughing.
His laugh was so cute. I loved his laugh. Sweet. mmmmmmm. soo perfect.
"What if... forget it. I was about to ask him something, but I figured it would be awkward.
"What if, what?" Niall curiously asked.
"Doesnt matter." I mumbled.
"It does!" Niall said.
He heard that? wow...
"I dont want to be hurt! I dont want to die! I dont want to be raped. Why me? Niall? why me?" I said expressing my feelings, crying between words.
"Jess, you wont get hurt, get killed or raped whilst im here. I will protect you. Promise." He promised, kissing my tears away.
Niall is perfect. I want him... forever.
~ Alessia <3
I particularly like this chapter.... its just sooo asdfghjkl cute! <3
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