Chapter 12

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May 12 2015

I feel terrible. I am so weak I can barely move out of my bed anymore. Theres tubes from my chest that helps my blood to get cleaned and it hurts. I've lost a lot of weight and I am so pale. Laurens family has been here a couple times and they got me flowers. Lauren usually takes one flower with her everyday. It's really beautiful of her to do that. She still tells me everyday that I look beautiful but I can't manage to believe her anymore. Everything hurts too. Just the slightest touches makes my body ache so bad. Only Lauren knows how to tuch so it's not hurting as much as usual. Mom sleeps with me every night, except when Lauren stayed over so she could get some proper rest. Oh god, I hate doing this to them.

x Camila


Sorry because mistakes! 💝

-Michaela

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