I Hate You, I Love You

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I was about to go to them when somebody grabbed my arm. Sisigawan ko na sana noong makita kong si Kuya Shawn ito.


"Smile." Utos niya. Ngumiti siya sa akin at inilayo ako kina Seven.


"Where are we going?" tanong ko noong makalayo na kami.


"You're going to embarrass yourself infront of everyone Chantal. Susugurin mo si Seven habang nandoon si Allanis?" namamangha niyang tanong sa akin. Napanguso lang ako.


"I just don't like seeing him with her." I said. Tumawa si Kuya at ginulo ang buhok ko.


"Me too." Aniya. Hinila niya ako papunta sa dancefloor. Inilagay niya ang kamay ko sa leeg niya at nagsimula kaming sumayaw.


"I have something to ask." Panimula niya. I looked at Kuya Shawn. He looks so good in his suit. Sabagay, kahit sino sa kanilang tatlo ay talagang gwapo. Idagdag mo pang may aura talaga sila ng pagkaarogante at mayabang and it adds to their appeal.


'I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to, but I can't put

Nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her, you need her

And I'll never be her'


Inilapit niya ang bibig niya sa tenga ko. Bago pa siya makapagsalita ay may humila na sa kanya. Noong makalayo si Shawn ay napansin ko si Allanis at Seven na nasa tabi na namin.


"Let's dance." Utos ni Allanis kay Shawn. Hindi na ito naghintay at agad na tumalikod. Ngumisi si Shawn bago yumuko at hinalikan ang aking pisngi.


"I'll just ask you next time kiddo." He gently said and went to Allanis. Masama ang tingin sa kanya ng huli habang nagsasayaw sila.


"Tititigan mo na lang ba sila?" mayabang na sabi ni Seven. Hinapit niya iyong beywang ko at hinila ako palapit sa kanya.


Napangiti ako sa hawak niya sa akin. "Masama bang titigan sila?" tukso ko dito. His jaw clenched before he smiled arrogantly.


"You don't look like a child tonight." Aniya. I pressed my body closer to him. His breathing hitched. My hand went up to his neck and I gently massaged it.


'All alone I watch you watch her

Like she's the only girl you've ever seen

You don't care you never did

You don't give a damn about me

Yeah all alone I watch you watch her

She's the only thing you've ever seen

How is it you never notice

That you are slowly killing me'


"I know you can feel it too. You want me too right? You want me the way I want you. Hindi mo ako hahalikan ng ganun kung hindi. You won't hold me this tight if you don't feel anything for me. Be honest, Montreal." I whispered seductively. His hand played on the hole on my dress. I can feel his fingers playing just under my chest. Bumilis ang paghinga ko lalo pa't mas dumiin ang hawak niya sa akin.


He spun me around and made me look at Allanis. Idinikit niya iyong bibig niya sa may tenga ko.


"See that girl Cha. She's the girl I am marrying." Bulong niya sa akin. Napangisi ako habang nakatingin kay Kuya Shawn at kay Allanis na masama pa rin ang titigan sa isa't isa. Umikot ako at humarap kay Seven.


Inilapit ko ang labi ko sa kanya hanggang sa hibla na lang ang pagitan noon.


"She's not the girl you're marrying Seven..." Anas ko. My finger trailed on his cheek.


"I am. Ako ang babaeng papangalanan mong Montreal." Pinal kong sabi. He cursed suddenly before pulling me away. Halo halong emosyon ang dumaan sa mata niya bago ako hinila sa kung saan. Tuloy tuloy lang kami sa paglalakad hanggang sa itulak niya ako papasok sa utility room.


"Damn you." He angrily said before yanking my hair. He crushed his lips on mine. Iyong dalawa kong kamay ay mahigpit niyang hinawakan habang idinidiin ako sa pader.


Bumaba iyong halik niya sa leeg ko. Pareho na kaming hinihingal. Dinampian niya iyong leeg ko ng isa pang halik.


"Just damn you Chantal Eleanor." Bulong niya. His mouth found mine again and he kissed the daylights out of me.

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Song Used:

Gnash ft. Olivia O'Brien - I hate you, I love you

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