Chapter 12.

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I was in complete shock
He was standing in front of me waiting for an answer and I just couldn't say anything
It was like I wasn't even there anymore because I was falling into bad memories and insecurity.

The thing is that when you never had a boyfriend or even a guy friend because they're literally disgusted by you its freaking impossible to accept that a gorgeous, kind,manly and intelligent boy likes you
Like..what the fuck?

So there I was, shocked and speechless.

"You don't need to answer me now, I know that i put you under a lot of emotions today and even if you don't like me..well honestly I hope you do..I will protect you anyway.."

Then my insecurities started talking

"You can't like me , like.. Look at me! Have you seen me? Im fat,Im loud, im not feminine at all and I'm ugly..you..you deserve some one better than the fucked up fat gir-"

I couldn't finish the sentence because his lips were on mine, kissing them angrily
When he pulled back he look at me mad, his eyes piercing my soul

"What do I have to say to make you understand that i like you? You are not ugly or  fat or any negative adjective, you are a strong , beautiful intelligent girl and i fucking like you! I like your personality, and your body is a really turn on for me! Please trust me when I tell you that you're beautiful because its the truth!"

Time froze in that moment
When he said those things his eyes never left mine, my hands in his and my heart already locked to his..

Tears of joy were running down my face.
My breath shaky..
He gently rubbed of the tears from my cheeks with his thumbs, and little smile appeared on his face.

No one said something like this to me ever,no one.

I started to smile, and after that I saw his genuine and beautiful smile full of happiness appearing on his beautiful face.

"Can I take your smile as a...yes?"
He said

"Definitely!" I answered with joy

Then put me in his strong arms and I immediately felt safe.
We stayed like that, hugging each other in the bathroom for a while then i fell a sleep in his harms
I never slept so well in all of my life, and I dreamt...
I dreamt of me and him dancing under the rain...


  //hello! I know im so so so sorry that i didnt upload anything and i know that this chapter is short af but please bare with me a little more,hope you enjoyed and remember to vote and comment! Bye//

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