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Raphael X Suicidal Reader (oneshot)

Just a one shot, not a lemon (aka no sex) Enjoy! ~ Senpai

Stupid
Dumbass
Fatty
Kill yourself
Die
Ugly
No one cares
No one loves you

Everyone's words from earlier today filter through my head and I feel tears well up. I wipe them quickly and pull out a notebook and pen.

I'm sorry. I can't take this anymore! I want out. Mom, Dad, I love you more than anything, you know that, but I'm sorry, it's better if I just go. I love you, please know this is not your fault. Raphael, you're my best friend and I love you, but I'm sorry. Goodbye everyone. Forever
Sincerely,
Y/N
I finish writing my suicide letter when all of a sudden I see a huge, green hand in front of me, on the paper. I look up, startled. "R-Raph, no. Don't don't read it please. It's it's nothing. I I don't want you to to know yet," I say, my voice breaking as tears fill my eyes. He pushes away my protests and reads it. I bite my lip looking down in shame. He tears the paper throwing it down, seeming angry. "No," he says. I bite my lip harder. He picks me up and hugs me tightly. "Y/n, please," he starts, "don't think like that." I shake my head letting a couple tears roll down my cheeks, "But, no one cares," I cry out. He kisses me. He just. Did he just. He pulls away before I can kiss back. "Y/n, I care. Why would you think no one cares!?!" He exclaims and I can see just a glint of tears in his beautiful green eyes behind his red mask. I look down. "I I don't know," I stutter. "Y/n, don't lie to me," I see his concern and sadness turn to anger and pain in his eyes. I bite my lip. "Tell me. The. Truth," he says harshly. "People hate me. People make fun of me. People say I'm stupid," I cry to him. He wraps his arms around me pulling me into his chest, "Y/n, please. I love you, I don't want you to hurt yourself," he says. I cry into his chest snuggling closer. I whisper, "I love you too Raph," suddenly his body goes stiff. "Y/n. Have you hurt yourself?" He asks, his voice serious. "I uhm I," he cuts me off, "Don't fucking lie to me Y/n," I feel more tears sting my eyes and squeeze the shut nodding lightly against his chest. He pushes me back lightly and rolls up my sleeves and softly, gently, lovingly kisses the cuts and scars. "Y/n, I love you, don't do this, please, don't," he whispers. "I love you too Raph," I whisper in response. He kisses me again, and this time I kiss back.

The end! Hope you enjoyed! ~ Senpai