The Diary Of A Closet Bisexual

The Denial Phase

Ok, so remember when I said I didn't want to understand why I felt that way when Kelly rubbed my hands? I consider that my "denial phase."

It's kind of confusing, I mean I hadn't really realized I was bisexual. But that's kind of why I consider it my denial phase, I didn't want to find out, I just wanted to deny the way I felt, and keep living like I never had these feelings. 

It was like I knew this could be a sign of bisexuality, but I didn't want to find out, so I just kind of blocked out any "unnatural" feelings I had.

Sitting here, writing this while in my "acceptance phase," I realize it was the biggest mistake I made. But hey, I was confused, and scared, so cut me some slack.