Loving the Barumbad-ass (Completed) 8

Chapter 24.

Once and for all...

"W-what?!

Her tears can't stop from flowing, her world suddenly stops and she felt her heart shattered into pieces.

"The night I saw you in that bar is the first night as a married man.

"B-Bakit ngayon mo lang s-inabi? -mahinang wika Niya

God. Mas masakit palang malaman Ang dahilan Niya, masakit tanggapin Ang katotohanan. Sobrang sakit.

"Hinde ko inexpect na mahulog Ako sayo sweetie. That night in the bar is my first night as a married man, since the first I saw you there dun pa lang nahulog agad Ako sayo.

"K-Kaya ba hiniling mo sa akin nung una na Huwag kitang lapitan? Huwag kitang tignan? Di kita kakausapin?

He nod and he is starting to cry too.

"Dahil mas lalo akong nahuhulog sayo sweetie kapag nakatingin ka sa akin, my heart cannot stop from beating hard whenever you're near. I can't even concentrate for
What I'm doing Kasi lagi kang sumasagi sa isipan ko. 

"Kuha ko na ngayon. Kaya pala. Kaya pala.

"Ayokong magkasala pero Hindi ko pa din napigilan. Nang gabing nakita kita, I asked someone to give information about you. Nalaman ko sa school ka ng uncle ko nag-aaral, I can't get you out of my mind Kaya kahit Wala akong Alam sa pagtuturo ay hiningi ko Kay uncle na Ako Ang hahawak sa klase niyo Dahil Alam Kong nandun ka. I want to see you, Kahit na--- kahit na tignan lang kita ayos na sa akin.

"Bakit ngayon mo lang ito sinabi. -saad Niya at mas lalong humagulgol

Wala na siyang pakialam Kung marinig man ng mga kasama Nila sa labas Ang iyak Niya o kahit Ano Ang itsura Niya sa harap ni Vince. She wanted to cry and cry. Sobrang sakit, nagdurugo Ang puso sa mga sinasabi nito.

"Dahil naging duwag Ako sa nararamdaman ko para sayo and it's not right. -he whispered

"It's not right naman pala! Sana Hindi kana lang lumapit! Sana Hindi kana lang nagpakita Vince! Sana Hinayaan mo na lang Ako! Sana binalewala mo na lang Ako! Wala na sanang ganito! Damn it! You made me fall for you but left me hanging without reason and now you came back to tell me that you love me but you're fucking married! Ang daya mo! Ang daya daya mo Vince! I hold on, I strongly hope for you! -she shouted while crying hard

Vince on the other hand don't know what to do anymore, it's very hard for him to deal with the situation. Specially now.

"But how can it be wrong when I feel so right whenever I'm with you? Hindi ko maturuan Ang puso ko sweetie, I just find myself doing anything para makita ka lang, makasama ka lang. I end up stalking you everyday---

"Which explains why you're always there when I'm in need?

"Yes, it feels good every time you need help and I'm there for you. I was with you everyday kahit sa school, sa Buenavista o kahit saan kayo ni arianne pumupunta nakasunod Ako sa iyo sweetie. Hindi ko mapigilan, natutuliro na Ako sayo ng sobra. I'm so drown to you, I'm badly smitten and I find myself swooning over you.

"Why you're telling me this now Vince? Damn! You just broke my heart!

"Because I want you to know what I really feel for you sweetie, I want to let you feel how much I love you and that I want you.

"But you're married! You're fucking married! What will you expect me do now? Now that we're  mutually the same?

He looked down sadly, he wipe his tears at pagkuway Huminga ng malalim.