Loving the Barumbad-ass (Completed) 8

Chapter 10.

Sweetie...

Nawalan siya ng appetite Pero naubos naman Niya Ang pagkain, after dinner dinala siya ni Vince sa isang lugar na tanaw Ang buong manila.

She was quiet after the conversation, maraming tanong Ang nasa isip Niya ngayon na kahit tanungin Niya Ito Kay Vince ay Hindi pa din nito sasabihin sa kanya.

"Wear this. -mahinang wika ni Vince sabay tanggal ng jacket Niya at sinuot Kay Celestine

"Ok lang Ako. Ikaw naman ngayon Ang lalamigan niyan.

"I'm ok.

Then silence came back, may something sa loob Niya na pigil na pigil lang. Bigla siyang nakaramdam ng lungkot, and it bothers her.

"Bakit kailangan mo pang pumasok sa buhay ko Kung Hindi kana man magtatagal? -she asked

"There are things that are complicated and hard to patch up, if I have a chance again mas pipiliin Kong Huwag ng umalis sa buhay mo.

"Ok Na nga sana Vince eh, sinunod ko yung mga sinabi mo. Sana ganun Na Lang, sana Hindi mo Lang ako kinausap. Hindi mo Na Lang sana ako niyayang mag dinner. Hindi mo Na Lang sana ako nilapitan.

"I'm sorry celestine, if only I could turn back the time. I would. For you.

Pumikit siya,

"Para Hindi ako mag isip ng Kung ano, para Hindi ako maguluhan, para Hindi ako magtaka Kung bakit mo ginagawa Ito.

"It's for your own good Celestine, Kung malalaman mo Ang dahilan ko--- mas lalo mo Lang akong layuan.

"My own good? Bakit are you battling with the evil? And if malaman ko? That's bullshit vince.

"If you'll find out the reason, you will not fight for me. Much better if it goes like this, that at least for this  special night--- nakasama kita, I get the chance to see you, talk with you, hold you. For the last time naranasan Kong maging Masaya Sa iyo.

"Mabigat Ang loob ko Vince, bakit kailangan ganyan?

"Celestine, the only thing that I can say now is once in my life--- what I felt since the first time  I saw you is right. But my decision are wrong. I had a wrong move.

"Your like a jigsaw puzzle, the hardest one Vince. Ang Hirap ayusin at itagpi tagpi Ang mga sinasabi mo.

"Hindi ko Na din Alam Ang gagawin ko celestine.

"Mas lalo mo Lang din akong binigyan ng dahilan para kulitin ka hangga't Hindi mo sasabihin Sa akin.

"I can't tell you. Mahirap sabihin gayong ako mismo ay Hindi gusto Ang nangyari. It was a mistake, It's not intended--- the outcome shouldn't be like that, I shouldn't do that anyway. -naguguluhang wika ni Vince

"If I beg you, may mangyayari ba? -she asked

"Nothing. Walang mangyayari Celestine, nakatakda na.

"And if I say that I need you in my life, how is that Vince?

The talking is getting deep, they're both serious about it. She never saw Vince like this, so fragile.

She's one lucky girl that she was able to witness the weak side of the famous Vince Jonathan Aristocrat.

It took minutes before he talk, like it was a hard question.

"How I wish I could be there for you-- when you need me. Dahil Sa totoo Lang masarap Sa pakiramdam ko Na protectahan ka, and help you. But destiny is too hard at me, I can't--- I can't. You won't need me anymore celestine.