The Lonely.

Even if you're not

I will play the notes till there's nothing to play.
I'll use my voice till there's nothing to be said.
I will sing and give it all up just for you.
I don't have much to give but who really cares.
I feel rich as long as your there.
You're my reason, my inspiration,
the only motivation I have to be who I am.
Even if you're not  mine.

I will smile and laugh and pretend its okay.
even if my heart is breaking because you don't look at me that way.
I'll be there for you and just be your friend.
Cuz lets face it, that's all I'll be in the end.
Even if 'happy' is someone else,
I'll just keep this secret to myself.
You're the only person to make me smile this way
the only person to drive me insane.
Even if you're not in love with me.

I won't give up on myself cuz I know you'd tell me to get up.
I'll stand on my own because I love you too much.
I don't care if it means I have to be alone for ever.
Lose you, I could never.
I'd never lie to you or let you feel down.
Cuz your the 'happy' I found.
Even if you're not standing by my side.

I promise to stay happy
I promise to always smile and never be lonely.
I won't let this feeling fade,
I swear you're the best mistake I ever made
even if it made my heart break.
Even if you're not here anymore.