Save Me

Recovery

1 month later
Jakalya pov

Some of My scars have begun to heel and some are still heeling. I thank God that I'm ok every day, and everyday I thank God for august saving me and not forgetting about me. I'm glad that I'm here with my baby, I'm just thankful period. Every second of the day August has been here catering to my needs I tell him I'm fine but you know how he is stubborn as can be. But, I'm glad that he's here because he's been a big help to me and my daughter. He makes me so happy and he don't even know how much he means to me words can't explain it and I want to show him how much he makes me happy.

" hey baby how you feeling, can I get you anything?" He said smiling and walking towards my bed

" no August how many times do I have to tell you I am okay but thank you anyway" I said with a smile on my face

" are you sure I mean I do-"

" you know what you could do come over here and cuddle with me " I said giggling as I cut him off. He climbed in to the bed wrapping his arms around me as I got constable facing him as I trace the tattoos on his arm. Our eyes connected as we stare into each other's eyes if felt like I was reading his mind as he was reading my mind I could feel all that he was thinking as well as the fill out that I was thinking if felt like our souls were connecting mentally and it felt amazing. He broke the gaze broke his lips closer to mine placing he soft plum lips onto mine, We passionately kissed. Pulling away I opened my eyes as a smirk layer across his face.

" you know I love you right?" He questioned

" yes, and you know I love to too right? "

"Of course babeh" a few tears fell from my eyes as I began to get emotional

" why you crying luh? "

" because you've done so much for me you help me take care of my child, me and sometimes I think you don't even think of yourself you don't know or understand how thankful I am for you and at times I think that I don't show you enough how much I love you and care about you but one thing you have to understand is that I really don't know how to show love I'm just learning how to show love since I was never taught it in my house or given its by my mother and who my father was not there with me the man who was supposed to love me and now I have you and I just don't know what to do but I'm learning and I'm learning because of you you are my everything and I just want you to know that just in case I don't say it enough I love you all of you August Anthony Alsina jr. "  I said as tears ran down from my face he stayed quite as he pulled me close with my face burred into his neck

" I know that you luh me and I luh you as well. And as much as you are learnin ta luh I am to I mean I never luh'ed a women otha than my mama as much as I luh you I don't think I've told a woman that I luh hu and most likely really meant it until I met'cha I knew that I was goin to luh you and you're goin to be my everythang." He said kissing the side of my cheek. Pulling me ba k as he wiped my tears only for them to continue to fall

" and ta show you how much I luh you imma take you out ta dinner tonight " he said as I nodded

"What about Jakiya ?"

" I'll ask my mama if she can watch hu "

" ok nd ta show you how much I love you imma show you a little something tonight "a smirk formed against both his face and mine

"Can't wait you better be ready by 9:00 " I nodded yes with a smile and kissing his lips

Later on that day

"Mommy is come get you later ok you'r gonna go to nannies house ok " I said as I bent down to her level putting on her jacket

" your not gonna leave me like you did last time are you " her saying that made me get a little emotional because she didn't know really what happened and I don't want her to think it did it on purpose

" sweet heart I'm not gonna leave you I never will I'm coming back I promise baby ok " I said hugging her

" ok" she said nodding

" now give mommy a kiss " puking out my lips she kissed and hugged me

" come on we don't want you to be late " nodding I grabbed her things and we exited out the door

Once I dropped her off I made my way back home so I could start getting ready it was all ready 8:00 so I had an hour to get ready

I took a nice hot shower, gathered every all my under garments putting them on lotioned down my body and proceeded to get ready. I made my way to the closet looking for a nice dress something that fitted my body nicely but didn't make me look nice and fitted.

Once I found what I wanted to wear I slipped into looking in the mirror

" mhm I looks nice nd this ass wow" I said giggling to my self

I began on my make up even though August tells me I don't need it I ware it because it makes me conformable it makes me feel beautiful you know. Fixing my hair I was all read, looking at the time it was almost 9 I grabbed my shoes sitting them on the bed, getting my purse and was ready.

Dinner.....

"Babeh you look beautiful "he said grabbing my hand and spinning me around nd smacking my ass "ass getting real fat damn"

" omg stop it we in public" I said blushing

" made you blush babeh" he said laughing

"Shut up let's go" I said grabbing his hand as we walked to the desk

" hello do you guys have reservations?"

" yea Alsina"

" ok right this way you wanted a private booth am I correct "

"Yes " sitting at the booth the lady gave us menu's taking our drinks

Once she came back we ordered our food prayed and dug in

"Babeh lemme taste your'n"  I picked some up on my spoon feeding it to him

"That taste good babeh lemme get some mo "

" uh no eat your greedy self "

As we ate we enjoyed small talk with one another enjoying each other's company
After dinner we made our way back to my house and I had a little surprise for him

" you wait here imma change up " he nodded and I made my way up stairs
The other day I had went to Victoria secret and bought something nice that I could wear but august would love to see me in and even take off

Once I got the back I went into the bathroom freshened up fixing my hair and spraying his favorite purfume on

Once I was done I made my way down stairs standing by the stair case

"I'm ready baby" Once he turned his head he look suprised a smile formed across his face as he looked in my direct

"Damn babeh " putting my hand out he jumped up walking towards me. I grabbed his hand a led him the way

To be continued.......

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