I haven't given up...Yet

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Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops
I am a seed
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and mixed up world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

'Cause I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

This song played in my head over and over. Hope is still their some anyways. At times hope isn't their I think oh no one is gonna come for me. Where is August You are supposed to be here for me my babeh my daughter oh do I miss her my little baby I miss her dearly and I'm taken away from her.

Oh God Please oh please help me.....What did I do to deserve this why they don't want to see my happy but I know it's no one but the devil and you won't get to me I am strong I am a strong woman

These are things or a few words I told my self often so I can keep my head up don't ever let no one make you lay your head low something my grandma's told me when I was young. You can't let them see you down even when you know your down always keep your head held high.

August POV

I didn't give up as of a matter a fact I know exactly where she is. but we had to plan and get our plan together so we didn't go in their sloppy nd shit.

"Yal Boyz ready to do this " I said looking at them with stern looks they all nodded their heads yes

" na when we go in there don't hesitate to shoot kill every motherfuxking bitch in there ya hea me " they all nodded and we was out we Parked a couple of blocks away so no one would see our vans and thir was one not to far that I could get my babeh in

I sent a few men to the back and a couple was with me in the front on my signal we kicked down the door and shots went off I made my way to Jakalya room. She looked terrible and that bitch was gonna pay. My love had bruises all over her body but she was still beautiful in my eyes. Her face lit up when she saw it was me

" you finally came I though you wasn't gonna come "

" of course I would you are my babeh I luh you girl" smiling a few tears ran down her face and so did they run down mines I could finally bring my babeh home

We got out safely I had a couple of boys to clean up the mess and we all headed on home with no one hurt

I sent all them a text saying thanks for the help....
With them all replying anytime

My focus on Jakalya she looked sooooo tired drained she slept peacefully in the passenger seat

My babeh was finally coming home something I said to my self over and over again.

Once I pulled into the drive way I went and got her out picking her up and taking her inside sitting laying on my bed.

" babeh get up " her eyes just looked at me their was soo much pain in them they begun to get watery. I cupped her face and kisses her something I missed

" let's get you cleaned up so you could eat something I know ya hungry " struggling to get up I Helped her and she nodded

After a nice warm bath she dryed off. Rubbing her hand against her arms

" all these scars their so ugly make me look uglier  " she pouted

" my luh you not ugly and It shows how strong you were being that you didn't give up no matter what she put you through and oh trust she will get what she deserves "

" please let God handle that " she said looking in my eyes

" he will and I will handle what I need to do as well " she shook her head knowing I was up to no Good

" come on let's get you ready so you can eat "

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Finally stop being lazy and updated ugh......
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bout done with this book  no more than 6 chapters left then I can publish the other books ive been working on



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