After I Left // Phan

14. I Miss You

I miss you.

I miss your voice even though we occasionally talk on the phone still.

I miss your laugh even though, again, I could hear it through the phone sometimes.

I miss seeing your smile. You and your dimples that I used to poke all the time.

I miss giving you hugs. Feeling the warmth of your body and knowing that you were in my arms.

I miss our inside jokes.

I miss our late talks where we would be up at 3am and we would be talking about things that don't even matter.

I miss being next to you, knowing that even if I was having a bad day, I had you by my side.

I miss hearing you singing in the shower and hearing you talk to yourself and I miss your face whenever you caught me eating some of the ingredients for the baking videos we made.

I miss you telling me you loved me and you holding my hand in comfort.

I miss the feelings you gave me like the butterflies or that bubbly feeling I got whenever you were looking at me.

I mean, after all this, I'm sure it's pretty  obvious.

I miss you a lot.

After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized and one of those things was that I missed you.