Violet' s dress above"Violet?Violet , come on, yeah that's it , open your eyes ", Denise's voice is heard above me .
I slowly open my eyes , blinking rapidly because of the brightness of the room.
"Yeah that's it , here - some water ", she coaxs softly , patting my arm and reaches to the table next to my bed and hands me water.
"Thank you ", I whispers hoarsely , and grab the glass cup from her hand and drink the water ,and settle it down after I have relieved my sore throat.
For the first time waking up I feel a cold breeze on my bare stomach , I hastily put the covers over my chest when I realize that I'm just in my undergarments , Denise sees my blush and shakes her head and smiles softly at me.
"I had to remove your dress , don't worry , it was just me ", she shakes her head in reassurance.
"What- what happened ?", I asked , trying to recall coming in the room last night , but I was unable to .
"Eduardo, found you in the garden before you passed out , thankfully if he hadn't you would've been out there in the cold.", Denise tells me.
I stilled when I remembered , last nights events and the sin I had committed. I scurried back from Denise , my head bumping into the headboard of the bed.
"Denise I -I ", I whimpered softly at her shaking my head .And looked away from her , biting my lip, as I tried to restrain it from trembling.
"Ey , Violet , stop. Look at me , Violet!", Denise yelled , grabbing my face softly and made me face her again .
"You need stop , being hard on yourself every time you kill someone. Yes , it's awful and soul destroying but you can't escape the truth , you can never undo what you've done ,no matter how much you beg and cry . You have to move on, because when it comes down to it we both know , this isn't the last time your going to do this...", Denise told me, looking into my eyes.
I looked at her , and I tried to erase the memory and feelings away but I knew it was inevitable. And she was right , I had to find a way for it not have such a hold on me , because I wouldn't be able to handle it , since it would most likely happen again ,before my year is up.
"Yeah - your right .But how can I prevent it to happen again?.", I whispered to her , and saw her eyes sadden.
"That's impossible- to control people to act a way you wa-", Denise's voice faded away as I catches something from her words .
'...control people...'
That's it !
"After all it's like controlling c-",Denise stopped talking when I hastily got up with the covers around me , determined to fix the issue.
"What are you doing?", Denise asked , following me into the bathroom as I started to wash my face and begin grabbing my toothbrush to brush my teeth.
"Do you want to look for my clothes ?", I asked her , wanting to not reveal my plans yet.
"Yes! A certain color ? Style ?", she asked eagerly.
"Black dress ", I said and turned around to start brushing my teeth while she went into the closet.
After I had finished , I went to search for her and saw her looking at the section of the heels.
" Black heels ", I said , as I walked behind her to reach for the black dress she had set out for me. I went to the fitting room , and put on the black dress.
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Possession of a Mobster
RomanceIf someone told me it would end like this , I would have laughed in their face and walked away. But now , now I know better . He made me like this, he brought me to reality . Yes ,he's no saint and he isn't an innocent....yet he's a drug I can't st...