naomi [✔️]

fem | happiness is an illusion

week 1, day 2 | after school

"hey! naomi!"

"..."

"naomi! hey, wait up!"

"..."

"..."

"what?"

"rude. ignoring me like that."

"i'm going home now, violet."

"oh, you must have forgotten. we're gonna practise now."

"..."

"why are you laughing?"

"oh, i didn't forget."

"then...why are you heading home...?"

"you just can't take the hint, can you, violet?"

"..."

"i don't want to be with you. i don't want to be with you, or any of the other dancers. i don't want to be in the talentshow at all. and therefore i will not fucking join the rehearsals because i'm not joining the fucking show. got it now, dear?"

"..."

"..."

"i know you're sad."

"..."

"it doesn't give you the right to be bitchy."

"..."

"now...i know you must be lonely. but i'm here naomi. i'll be your frie-"

"i don't want to be your friend!"

"..."

"..."

"and the saddest part is that deep down, you know you want to join us but you're being too hard on yourself. you're not allowing yourself to be happy."

"violet!"

"..."

"happiness is an illusion. it's not real. it's something we make up for ourselves to forget how shitty reality really is."

"you're wrong."

"oh, don't tell me you're gonna cry."

"i miss the way it used to be."

"you know it can never be the same again."
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