Just another happy ending

Chapter 28

Well after our honeymoon all over the world things kinda fell apart. We weren't as happy as we use to be. Fights everyday over the stupidest things. Not the friendly cute fights if that what you're thinking. The I don't wanna talk to you till I'm calm which isn't soon kinda fights. Since I dealt with depression before I met her things went back like it use too. I'd be crying in the toilet with bleeding cuts on my arms. I'd always make sure I would wear a long sleeve sweater or shirt to sleep to make sure she doesn't see. Well one day things got really out of control. She was so mad at me cause she found out that I was cutting again. She just left and I was devastated. I dragged myself to the bathroom, sat in the tub with a blade in my hand. It started out with a few light cuts. Then it went deeper and deeper. The blood was trickling down my arms and then I just cut too deep. I was bleeding out in the tub and I felt relieved. The stress leaving my body that I started to fade. The exact same feeling when I was fading in the O.R .