flamboyant [ phan ]

12:43

*dans point of view*
alarm going ringing as loud as it possibly could.
"what the hell?" I said and slowly looked at the time rubbing my eyes.

"Daniel are you up?" my mom asks as she knocks on the door.

"yeah. ill be down in like 15 minutes"  i say groaning as i go to my closet.
yay. first day of school im so excited.
of course i put on black jeans and a grey plain shirt with a leather jacket.
i go to the bathroom do the required things that one does in the bath of course.

"Daniel! Jessica is here are you almost done?" i hear my mom yell as I'm grabbing my backpack.

"actually yes!" i walked down stairs grabbed a granola bar. "bye, mom, love you" i kissed her check and went on my way with Jessica.

Jessica and i have a on and off relationship. not really that healthy but what can i say?

i put my arm around her as we walked to her car she drove and i didnt of course.

"hey Daniel.. um.. people have been telling me that you have been talking to other girls...is that true"

fuck. is my first thought. i slowly turn to her "no! of course not. Jessica i love you and only you. i wouldn't talk to any other girls." i reassure trying to have a convincing tone. she wasn't paying it. in fact i think this was a trick question and she had already known the truth. we pull up to the school and parked.
she turns to me her face as red as a raspberry.

"oh really? thats a fucking lie! becky sent me screenshots of you flirting with her and so have other girls. wow. i really cant stand myself right now. i thought you changed. but no. youre still an absolutely dickwad. dan get out of my car and stay away from me. i dont need you to hurt me again"

guilt was written all over my face. why did i do it? i dont know. i just crave the attention i guess. "Jessica, im sorry i didnt do it to hurt you.." i trailed off knowing what ever i said wasnt going to be matter. i had hurt her and that was it. i got out the car and walked into the school. even though i felt like shit i still put a smirk on my face and winked at every girl looking at me.

"hey dan! hows it been?" James ask walking up to me.

"hey.  its been okay. Jessica just broke up with me because she found out i was talking to other girls." i tell him with a smirk still on my face.

"im sure she will be crawling back like the many times before" james laughed at someone  " look its the geek squad"

he was referring to phil lester,  PJ
Liguori, and Chris Kendall. the three nerds in the school who everyone thinks they are gay. well at lest PJ and Chris, because they alway hold hand and all that jazz.

"dear god really?" i asked trying to make it sound like i was annoyed by their existence. in all honesty though i found then to be quite interesting.