Silence (Camila/You)

Chapter 1

Camila's POV:
It was around a month into senior year and Austin and I had just had our sixth argument in the last 2 days. I was so done with this relationship and have been since I began dating him.

"Look Austin, I'm just going to say it." I say with a sigh "Say what?" He asks and takes a step closer to me. I almost threw up from the smell of his cheap cologne.

"First I know about Becky. Second I don't care about her, you can date her and lastly we both know this relationship is terrible. We both want it to end so that's what I'm doing. Austin we're done." I say and he just gives me a nod.

"That's fine. We both know the relationship was dead so why keep acting like we love each other right?" He says with a small smile "Yeah that's right plus you have someone else you love." I inform him "So do you." He says back and I was shocked.

"What?" I ask in genuine confusion. "I know you have feelings for Y/n. I wasn't mad because we clearly didn't have feelings for each other. You are practically in love with the guy." Austin explains and I was once again shocked. I like Y/n but love? That was a push. Was it? Ugh I don't know at this point.

"I'm not sure if I love him but I won't deny that I've dreamed about dating him and kissing him and him wrapping his arms around me, making me feel warm and secure. I've dreamed about this and a lot more. Are we still friends?" I say shyly and Austin smiles which makes me smile "Of course we are but how are you gonna make a move on Y/n? The guy doesn't show up to classes and when he does he speaks to no one." He says and I frown.

"I'm not sure. Like I said I want to date him but no one has ever heard him talk and he tends to hide himself from everyone." I say sadly "I'm pretty sure he spends a lot of time at the library and the school work out suite. Maybe try to talk to him in the library? He spends almost every second there." Austin confesses and I hug him tightly.

"Thank you so much!" I say excitedly and he laughs, I give him a peck on the cheek in gratitude before saying goodbye and going home.

Y/n's POV:
I woke up due to my alarm, I groaned and got up and got dressed. I remembered I have to go to my trainer this week because I have a fight on Saturday.

Once I was finished getting dressed I walked across the hall to my younger sister's room. She's 11.

I opened the door and she was still asleep. "Natalie" I say softly while shaking her a little. She just mumbled so I shook her harder until she woke up. "Ok,ok I'm up." She says and I laugh "Good now go get dressed for school bug. I'll make breakfast." I inform her and she nods so I give her her privacy and go downstairs to the kitchen.

I made us some grilled cheese and set it on two plates before setting them on the table. It was a sad sight. Two chairs and a small table, the house wasn't barren though. There were family photos from when mum and dad were still alive, a sofa in the living room with a TV and a coffee table. And a lot more pieces of furniture all around the place.

Considering Natalie and I lived alone the place was nice and pretty well kept for an 11 and 18 year old.

I heard Natalie's footsteps dashing down the stairs and the door bursting open. "You all set?" I ask "Yep." She says and I smile, she is so strong after everything we've gone through. We sat in silence and ate, it was nice.

Shortly after I had to take Natalie to school, we got in my black mustang and I drove her to school. "I have to go to the gym so you'll have to walk home or get a friend to drop you off. I'll be back for 6 though and I left some money on the table for food." I say before giving her a kiss on the forehead, she smiles at me and gets out of the car. I wave her off before driving to school myself.

My car pulled up and I turned it off before hopping out and locking it. I entered the hallway and instantly eyes were on me, I ignored them. Just like always. People tried to talk to me but I kept quiet, I didn't like talking to people. That meant I would have to open up and trust them.

I had massive trust issues and if I opened up people might use my past to make fun of me. I know, the school badass is afraid of being judged but I just hate the chance of being laughed at. That's why I haven't interacted with anyone.

I noticed Camila talking to her friends and they all noticed me. She locked eyes with me and gave me a warm smile, it was contagious so I returned it. She blushed which made me smile wider. She had an effect on me but I didn't care, the girl was beautiful, I wish she was mine but I'm also terrified of rejection.

I wasn't scared of her and Austin being together, as soon as I got out of my car I heard that they had split up on Friday. I had a chance but I would never take it. I'm too scared.

Plus I know her friends Shawn and Charlie both want to get with her. That would just cause hassle between me and them and even though I am stronger than both of them put together, me beating up Camila's friends would kill the small chance I have of dating Camila.

I sighed and continued walking to my locker, I put the books in that I had brought home over the weekend to study with into it and got some other books out. I put them in my bag and made my way to home room.

After home room and stares from my fellow classmates the bell rang and classes began. I didn't go to my class like everyone else instead I went to the library like usual.

When I got there it was practically deserted like always. "Hi Mrs Roberts." I greet the middle aged librarian quietly "Morning Y/n." She greets back just as quietly.

I walk over to the table I always sit at and set my bag down before sitting down myself. I take my books out and start studying.

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