Thoughts! (At life's breaking point) COMPLETED.

Memories

Alice has sorted out the home schooling for me and Zoe. I'm glad because that means that I don't have to go to school and explain myself anymore. I am sitting down stairs with Zoe watching a movie "the amazing spider man"... I never had a tv at my mums house only when my mum and dad was still together, after about 10 minutes I zone out. I suddenly get this memory of when my dad was shouting at my mum, this happened a lot but my mum was to little and to weak to do anything about it so she just had to take it. I remember crying in my room for hours trying to turn the noise off! But when he had finished with my mum he would storm into my room and start beating me up. And saying how ugly and worthless I was to them, this is why I'm so socially awkward now. Then I hear Zoe's voice bringing me back to reality and the film was over. 'Are you ok' she said in a worried voice,'ya why?' I say . Alex what's wrong your crying! As I just realise I had been crying for the past 10 minutes. I just....... I trial off, she sighs
In a slightly annoyed way. I'm sorry Zoe i just has a memory of my dad and yea... She hugs me in a reassuring way I smile, I'm glad i finally have a friend like u Zoe I say under my breath. As I pull away from her huge she looked at me and smiles with the look of gilt in her eyes. And say 'Alex I have something to tell you' before she could she stopped...