Thoughts! (At life's breaking point) COMPLETED.

Mom

At this moment my thoughts are taking over I need to do something I still Carnot more. Even if I wanted to I was already in a lot of pain I try to get up... I
Need to cut... My mind was cloudy and with the only bit of energy I had I wanted to be in more pain why? I didn't know why I wanted to hurt myself I just new I needed to, So I did
I felt a missive wait lift of my shoulders. I was in more pain then ever but nobody Ceres I was all alone. I felt myself getting weaker before I could move again I past out on my bed. I woke up to someone standing beside my bed they were shouting at my begging me to wake up. I was numb and I couldn't move I slowly opens my eyes to see about 5 people standing around my bed. I wast in my room I was in a hospital, they told me that I was out for about 3 hours and that the women who lived in the house next to us called the police because she had herd shouting. They also told me that they found my mum down stairs... She died from a drug over douse seconds from finding me. The social services were there now I new what was going to happen to me I would go into a children's home because the police already new about my dad and they wouldn't let me go bake to that! I soon fall asleep. Shortly after I am waken by someone shaking me lightly 'Alex wake up, Alex' I opened my eyes slowly to see a women standing beside me she had blond hair and blue eyes. 'Who are you' she replies I am your social worker 
I will be taking you to the cere home she said in a sweet voice. I sigh in a hopeless way, maybe it will be better she said in a sweet and soft voice I sigh again, k I say nervously as she leaves the room again.