Loosing your emotions...

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Hi my name is Alex, Sometimes I feel lost in this thought of a better place, A world that couldn't be real. A happy place were there was no fear no sadness...

I'm 15 years old my parents have recently got divorced. That makes me feel... I don't know I guess I'm just not the type of person to get court up in my own emotions. I guess I have to try and find myself though all this sadness, this voice in my head telling me each second of each minute that I'm not and will never be good enough. NOT FOR MYSELF OR FOR ANYONE! and I'm starting to be leave that voice. I never had much confidence my mum told me it will get better one day, try telling me that now!
People say we are hear for a reason if we were then please explain why, PLEASE EXPLAIN WHY IM FEELING THE WAY I AM. My mind is in two places right now half of it is hoping there is a future for me, the other part is turned into a bubble of darkness that is slowly drifting towards my good thoughts enclosing them In a unbreakable cage. It's just waiting for the right time, I Carnot let that happen I need to stay positive some how.

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