Empty (Punch sequel)

Part 5

Frustrated, Luhan let out a heavy sigh as he whined, "Why?"

"If she remembered me, if she remembered that I killed her brother, what will that make me?"

"Goddamnit, Jungkook." Luhan snapped at him, hands reached to his head and he held his hair in frustration. "I told you for the nth time it wasn't your fault. It was an accident, seriously."

"If I didn't do that. If I wasn't a brat or never ever have done this, if he didn't know me, he would be with us right now. He would train me, he would be the champion. If it wasn't for me, he would have been alive, with Minyoung. Happy family. Minyoung wouldn't have to lose her memory and nothing from this would ever happen. It's because of me." Jungkook burst, angry with himself and Luhan's eyes widened when he noticed the tears in the kid's eyes.

He had never seen him crying, ever after the loss of seokjin. After that, Jungkook became quiet kid, people scared of him, but Luhan knew better than anyone how kind Jungkook was.

He just started smiley recently, after meeting Minyoung.

Hating how the kid looked so weak in front of him, he grabbed him from his shirt and Jungkook found himself pressed into the wall, bloodshot eyes looking at him.

"Get your crap together, Jungkook." Luhan warned, tightening his grip on the boy's shirt. "I got enough of this shit. If it was your damn fault, you wouldn't find me standing here in front of you right now. Do you think I would like to act like an older brother to someone who killed my best friend? My brother!!"

The tears in Jungkook's eyes rolled down the side of his eyes as he hissed, "Hyung..."

"Do you think her uncle would actually help you and raise you up if you killed his nephew?" Luhan's eyes that were looking at Jungkook with death glare, starting to tear up a little. "And Minyoung... You tried to save her seriously... What more could you do, you could have died too."

Luhan pushed Jungkook more into the wall, and the boy didn't resist at all. At that moment, Luhan knew how painful it must have been for Jungkook. "I don't want to talk about this again." Luhan sniffed, letting go of Jungkook, forcefully. "I will really punch you if you said that again."

Jungkook couldn't lift his head up to look at Luhan. He still thought he was the reason why Minyoung's brother not around them. It had been ten years and he grew up with the feel of guilt inside of him, eating him raw.

"What's up with the mood here?" Minyoung's uncle, Jungkook's coach asked when he entered the practice room to find two head titled down words. Jungkook still leaning on the wall and Luhan was standing at the other end of the room, holding tightly onto the ropes of the boxing ring they had.

"I'm going to skip practice today." Jungkook said, pushing himself off the wall as he walked passed his coach and out of the practice room.

The coach looked confused at Jungkook's back and then at Luhan, who was staring at nowhere. "Did the both of you fight?"

"Minyoung attends the same school as his." Luhan said, looking at The Coach.

The coach's eyes widened and his mouth fell to the ground.

"What?"

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The first thing he did when he entered his room was throwing himself on his bed and closing his eyes, the tears that tried to hold back now where streaming down his eyes.

The pressure was just too much to him. He lost the best thing that had ever happened to his whole dark life.

Minyoung didn't remember him and she was together with her best friend at the moment. He knew that Jimin would always have a chance with her since she liked him a lot. And the boy had always seemed to be in love with her.