I haven't talked to Luke in two days. I feel so dumb for fighting with him over this. All I want is for him to be safe. Maybe I need to loosen up a bit.
After I took a shower and did my makeup, I pull on a pair of ripped jeans and a long sleeve shirt with a pair of converse.
I leave the dorm and head towards the boys dorm.
When I knock on Luke and Calum's door, Luke opens up, eyes blood shot and hair disheveled.
"Are you here to bust me because I'm smoking again, mom?" Luke says, his voice very lazy and I can tell he's high as a kite.
"Can I join you?"
"Huh?"
"C'mon, I wanna smoke with you," I walk in the dorm room, sitting on the futon.
"Are you sure?" He questions me.
"I wouldn't come here if I wasn't,"
Luke doesn't answer and just rolls a blunt for me, handing it over.
He sits next to me but on the top of the couch so he is above me, his knees by my face.
I breathe in and once I breath out, smoke comes out of my mouth and I start choking on it.
"I knew that would happen," Luke chuckles before taking the blunt from my hand and smoking it himself.
I stand up so I'm in front of him now. I take the blunt out of his hand and before he can blow any smoke out, I attach my lips to his own and he passes the smoke into my mouth.
"That was so hot," Luke says after I let go of his lips. He suddenly puts his hand on my back and pulls me close to continue kissing me.
I put my hands on his shoulders, kissing him back with the same amount of pressure.
Luke soon grabs the back of my thighs, picking me up as I wrap my legs around his waist. He walks over to the door, locking it before dropping me down on his bed, standing in between my legs.
He pulls his shirt off, throwing it on the ground before falling down on top of me to kiss me once again.
Soon enough we're under the bed sheets, naked and having the best sex of my life.
After we reach the most vulnerable point, we untangle from one another and lay down under the sheets.
"You're a hypocrite," Luke speaks after a little moment of silence
"I know. But this was enjoyable, I hate to admit,"
"What? Sex or smoking?"
"Both but sex is always good," I admit.
"With you it's even better," Luke smirks before kissing my lips, dragging his tongue on my lower lip asking for entrance which I allow.
We ended up making out until a knock interrupts us. I hurriedly get dressed while Luke puts pants on and opens the door shirtless.
He opens the door and is met with a guard. I guess they are checking rooms today.
"Hello, sir," Luke greets the strange man.
I never feel safe around the guards. I feel like I'm doing everything wrong when they're around.
"Excuse me, m'am but you need to leave," the guard tells me.
"I'm 17, not 40 so please don't call me m'am," I bite back.
"Please leave, you should not be in here,"
"Oh my god," I roll my eyes and leave Luke's dorm.
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last update of 2015 yo
i hope y'all have a great end of the year. i love you and thanks for everything you've done for this story this year, i appreciate it more than you could ever imagine
i love you
