robsten love story

9. I need you

It's been a while since the talk between us. I've almost finished my fifth bottle and i can feel that my head it's heavier. But i don't want her to leave. I need her. "Rob.. you should sleep. You're almost drunk" i could feel that she's taking the bottle beer in my hand and trying to fix up my position. I grab her and and pull her into my embrace. "Rob.. don't" i cut her words before she finishes it. "i missed you... i need you kris" I know what i'm saying because i'm not fully drunk. "I know but, please don't do this" she's trying to loosen up my arms. "i'm not letting you go anymore" "Robert i can't.." "Please please Kris.. stay here" I lift up her face from my chest and looked into her green eyes. Her eyes still beautiful. "why you're so beautiful" i still looking into her eyes. She's looking back at me but not saying anything. "i'm sorry for ignoring you for long time ago" i added. she's just nodding at me and turn away her gaze. "You're drunk rob. You need to sleep" she said to me. "I will. but please stay here" my voice it's sounds like im begging her. "Ok. i'll stay" she said and i'm tighten up my arms around her body into my embrace. I wish that i could stay forever like this with her. Not too long after i guess i just fall a sleep with her in my arms. Its so comfy for me.

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(Kristen P.O.V)

I don't know how, but i thought i fell a sleep in robert arms for several hour. I slowly woke up and realize that it's still 2 pm in the morning. i stood up but trying not to make him awake. I walk to the bed and grab a blanket to put on rob's body. We're fell a sleep on the couch, when he's drunk. After i put on the blanket, i decided to drink a little before i left his room and get back to mine. I open the refrigerator and lean down took take a look at the refrigerator. I took a bottle of orange juice and an ice cream.

I put on the ice cream and the orange juice on the kitchen counter then open the kitchen shelf to look for a glass and a spoon. when i pour the orange juice i could feel someone arms are wrapped around my waist from the back, and i could feel he's head lean on my shoulders. "Hey pretty, hungry?" he's whisper in my ear. I'm a little bit shocked but i try to control my self. "Yea, a bit" it's weird for me, it's been a while since he's doing this to me. My mind are throwing back to the time when we're still together. He's always doing this when he woke up and found me on the kitchen. But i need to back to the reality that he's not mine anymore.

"Sorry for making you up" i said to him. "No.. its fine. Are you planning to leave me while i was sleeping?" Rob said to me. I chuckled for what he's just said. Because it's look like that he can read my mind. "Actually, yeah. But i guess it isn't working" i take a sipped on my orange juice and feed one spoon of ice cream to my mouth. He's turning my body towards him, and now i'm facing him. His gaze are straight in to my eyes. Before i could say any words, i could feel his lip was already crushed on mine. It's feel so soft and i fall for that kiss for a while and suddenly i push away him self from me. He's not letting his arm go from my waist but it strong enough to made a little space between our face. "what's wrong? don't you want it too?" he's asking me. "No rob, it's not right. I cant do this and i don't want to" i said to him. "You're lying, i could feel it that you want it from the way you're kissing me back a moment ago Kristen" "I'm not robert, i don't want it" I'm lying to myself.

"Why you're so stubborn?!! you know kris, this is make us suffer. Being separate each other it's not what we want" he said to me and i agree with it, but i just can't show him. "Don't do this to me rob" "Then just do it the way you want it Kris" he's looking into my eyes. I staring back at him without any words. a second after, i could feel that i've already wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his lips. He's respond it very well. I know this is crazy and i'm totally out of my mind. but i don't care.

He's lifting up my body and i wrapped my legs around his waist. We're still kissing each other. He took me towards the bed and put me down. We're still standing and kissing on the edge of the bed. I could feel that his arms move around from my waist onto my butt and my hand already exploring on his hair. Now i could feel his lips down around my neck and i sighing with his name on it. his arms slowly stroking my back under my tshirt and i know that he's trying to open my undies. "Rob.. don't" i said but he's ignoring me. His lips already moved back onto my lips "i love you" he said between our kiss. He stopped the kiss for a while and stare on my eyes with a look full of lust. We're not saying anything because we both know that this is going crazy."Robert this is cra.." before a could finished it his lips already crushed on to mine again.

I've no idea but i'm trying to unbutton his shirt and threw it away on the floor, and after he took off my tshirt and lean on my body to the bed. He's kissing my neck my shoulders and all i can do is just sighing, calling his name, and moaning. He threw away my undies and exploring that part and i'm enjoying it. He lift his head up on me "I miss you" he said to me. "I miss you too rob" i said to him. and for a moment i don't care for what happen after this, because all i know is we're trying to make this night as amazing as we could.