I want your love inside me

the will of staying alive

There is only three chapters left omg I can't believe it!!

Zane's POV

I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.

But in the end one needs more courage to live than to kill himself.

My courage is gone.

It has been exactly three months since the report of her death. Jonas admitted he was trying to kill her and she jumped before he could. He has been arrested. They haven't found the body.

They won't find it.

I believe the strong current shredded her to pieces.

Without her I am nothing.

I am but a body without a soul.

I don't believe there is nothing else to live for. I don't understand how I used to live without her. She's gone. It was always her I was born to meet jonas and he was born to meet her introduce us and we were supposed to live happily ever after.

He decided to take her away.

She decided to leave.

I've decided to make the pain go away.

Death is my answer and is the key to my serenity the key to making it stop.