Only Given What You Can Handle Part 2

Fifteen

Me: Yeah ok so mother fuckers are just lying on you? You can't make me stay! I need time away from you especially after what you said about this baby!

O: I said the shit out of anger! You think I want you to abort something I been working on since we moved here? I can make you stay! I will keep you under me daily until you get that thought out of your mind!

Me: What do you mean you been planning this? You can't be with me twenty-four seven! Please just let me take the time away from you!

O: Stop saying this time shit before you piss me off! Yeah I planned this baby! I knew that if I didn't get you pregnant it would be easier for you to leave me. Also after seeing you with my girls and taking them in the first night I knew I had to knock you up but I wanted to wait until we got into this house to put my plan into place. Plus I knew you wasn't on birth control so I knew it would be easy I just didn't think it was going to take almost seven months.

Me: I was on birth control until three months ago! You can't get pissed off that I need space! I'm sure if you needed space you would just leave me so just let me go!

O: You are trying to piss me off! What!!!! (knocking at the door)

Zian: Hey I want to let you know I'm leaving!

O: When did you get here? Why are you here?

Zian: I drove her here from the hospital in her car and I was going to stay the night but I'm leaving

O: Yeah get the fuck out my house now!

She slammed the room door and he jumped up, threw sweats on and walked out the room. He returned to the room and I could tell he was upset. I got out of bed, walked to the closet threw on panties, sweats, a spaghetti strap, socks and slippers. I walked out the closet and went to walk out the room. He got up and tossed me back on the bed, saying he didn't say I could leave the room. I just climbed into bed and cried until I fell asleep.

****************A Week Later*****************

We are at an appointment checking on the baby before we have to go to the restaurant. He has been having me by his side none stop and when we are apart one of his boys has to be with me. I been really trying not to be seen so much because I still have the bruises on my face and neck. I also have some on my arms from him grabbing me. I haven't talked to Zian since he kicked her out the house.

I'm still upset with her because I know she heard the shit that was going on but didn't even bother to come help me. The baby is doing just fine and we got ultra sound pictures of our little pea. I am actually three months. No one knows about the baby and O wants to keep it that way for a while. I have makeup on covering the bruises on my neck and face and a then sweater to cover up my arms. We are going to eat with the family later.

We got to the restaurant to check on how everything was going. I went to look at the books and do payroll while he went to have a meeting with the guys outside. When I was done an hour later, I walked outside to see where O was. He was sitting in a truck and when I walked up I seen Kaleana and jasmine in there too. He yelled and told me to take my dumb ass back inside. Kaleana started laughing and jasmine called me a dumb ass.

I walked away to lucky and asked him to take me away from there. I got in the car with Lucky and he dropped me off at his moms. I got out the car with him and she let me use her car to go to the house to get me some stuff. I went to the house packed up two bags and left. I went to the store got groceries and paid for a hotel room for three days. I took Linda back her car and called a cab to pick me up.

He was calling my phone over and over but I kept ignoring him. When I did finally answer I was in the suite I paid for and was relaxing on the bed.

Me: What do you want?

O: Where the fuck are you?

Me: Why? Go be with Kaleana!

O: Now you're trying to be cute? Bring your ass home now!

Me: That's not my home and you can go fuck off!

O: Where the fuck are you? Your pissing me off! You have ten minutes to get here!

Me: I won't be there in ten minutes because I'm done with you O!

O: Man I will fucking kill you! Get here! I will ask Lucky where you're at!

Me: No one knows and I will keep it that way! Now go be with your sorry ass baby moms and leave me the fuck alone!

O: Man I don't want that hoe dumb ass! If you would of stayed you would of seen they got they asses beat! It was a set up dumb ass! Where the fuck are you at? Get home now I'm.....

I hung up on him and turned my phone off. I finally got away from him! I turned on the tv and Power was on. I started to cry because D popped in my head. This was his favorite show. I miss him so much. He would have never put me through any of this. I made a promise to go see him in the morning. I started thinking about all our good times together and I passed out.