The babysitter |Nash Grier|

chapter 11

warning some abusive content do not read if this alarms you thanksss

Nashs POV

oh no Hayes mustve seen us kiss what is he going to tell mom

i just glanced ahead i didn't move a muscle or breath

"Nash im so sorry" Emma ran in side 

oh no what have i done she might blame her self f*ck sake Nash all you do is mess up

Emma pov

god Emma your a screw up you fail at life you should just kill yourself

i ran into the house and i asked Elizabeth if i was allowed to go to my room 

'yes no problem sweetie'

i went to my room and ran into the bathroom i shut the door.

Emma you dont deserve this life

these words kept repeating in my mind 

i went over to my cabinet and searched for my blade

i have been clean for almost 4 months but why stop

i ran the blade across my wrist reopening my old scars which were nearly fully covered

1 for being ugly fat and worthless

2 for thinking that Nash would like you

3 for actually thinking that Nash meant the kiss

i sat my back on the wall and i slide down till i was in a ball on my bathroom i watched as the blood poor out of the 3 cuts

'Emma are you okay' i cant let anyone see me like this

"u-um yeah ill be out in two mins"

i watched my cut and i patted it down till the blood stopped to show.

i unlocked the door and i seen a Hayes with curious eyes

"Emma whats wrong why were you crying"

'oh nothing its just family stuff' i couldn't tell him the truth so i semi lied